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Yesterday
		Right now I understand what the original slayer meant when she said we are alone. no friends. just kill. Everyones just...not here.
		@buffysummers13 will know I have become a better man...but she knows tha evil I did! What I did ta her!!! NO no!!! Evil!!!!!!
		Held up for tha night. Should make it back ta Sunnydale tomorrow. Starting ta burn inside more! Feel my demon fighting my soul! Burns!!!
		Tha dark burns an I see a spark...in me...its there....hurts ....all tha hurt
		Dark dark but a spark... burns.... Ohhh it does burn!!!! Tha hurt...tha pain...screams...no dreams
		Sometimes i wish it was ok to stake DMP customers. I need a different job, one where I don't smell like fries & go all Faith on customers.
		I will show @buffysummers13 tha new me!! Wil pop open at tha Sunnyhell funeral home- hate flying ... Uugh this burning!!
		Burn... burns..... it burns aaaaahhhhhhhhhhh
		I won!!! I won!!!! I get what's mine!!! MINE!! Give it to me!! Give me my SOUL BACK!!! Aaahahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
		Dealing with tha creepie crawlies are worse than any puss filled demon!! What I endure an fight!!! Why won't these wankers see I am worthy!
		I come home to an empty house and leftover cold pizza from yesterday... Yeah, I'm living the high life.
		No rest! Here come more. Think I'm pissing tha blokes off cos I win! Yeah, right, I win!!
		Again so soon??? My challenges are getting more difficult an I have no time between ta rest!! But I do want it bad!! It's mine!!!
		No rest no rest! Keep 'em coming!! I want what is mine!!! MINE!!!
		Now I fight a Tessler Demon?? No challenge- maybe I will get some rest later.
		I havn't heard from @Xander much since giles & willow left.We're all in a funk. We're living in funkytown. Why would anyone wanna go there?
		Here I go again!! No sleep for me!! They keep throwing obstacles my way but I beat them all! Snake??? Really!?? Snake!!??
		Tha bug crawl on dirty floor my thought of you I adore. Ohhh @buffysummers13. How I miss you! I get some rest now not sure how long
		Maybe it was because i worked a double at double meat palace & missing everyone. The fumes from that place can make you hallucinate.
		I had the strangest dream about @SpikePratt last night, he was talking in crazy poetry & digging into his own flesh with a fork.
		So so very tired. These blokes don't give me a rest! Great! A Ya'hargon demon!!
		Sunnydale somehow feels emptier now that Giles took @Willow_R back to England with him. I hope the coven can help her... But I miss her.
		Sleep now while I can...they come for me soon....I will dream of @buffysummers13
		Passed my first trial...won't bore you with details but I won. Wankers say there are more ta come!!! All so I can prove worthy!!
		I have DMP & patrol.....alone. Not even the vamps are coming out much. Everything feels wonky. It's giving me the wiggins.
		Too many people are gone.The house is so empty. @Dawn_Summers is gone most of the time, I am actually jealous of Janice, her best friend.
		oh and @Xander see i DO read your tweets. @Dawn_Summers misses you & wants you to come over for pizza & games soon, & so do I.
		Anything weird at the School site @Xander? ya know OUR kinda weird. things have been too quiet & calm, that is NEVER a good thing.
		Our part of the school build is done... My team now moves to a housing complex on the east side... Ah, the exciting life of a world saver.
		Now I must prove myself...I will keep thinking of @buffysummers13 and be strong! For her- all for her!
		Tha wankers keep askin me why so I keep telling them because it's mine! MINE!! Plus she deserves a better man
		She even tried giving me a flower, the patchouli scent. It was just weird & funny. Pretty sure she was stoned too.
		Dusted a vamp stuck in the 60's, seriously, a hippy vampire. Spouting about peace & love, why can't slayers & vamps get along peacefully.
		Found them!! Finally found them!! Now I get back what's mine!! For her- all for @buffysummers13
		You ever get the feeling somebody's walked over your grave? It's even worse when you're dead and somebody's digging it up.
		When its quiet, it makes me wonder if the hellmouth's a poppin'. I wonder if @Xander has noticed anything weird on site.
		Sunnydale is so dead. Too quiet. That worries me.
		Do wonder what @buffysummers13 is doing. Miss her
		Few more days of this sodding boat!!! Going ta try an sleep more. Do have a journey ahead.
		I can't believe they're rebuilding there @Xander. @Dawn_Summers is going to be there. I feel like i should sending her in heavily armed.
		Feels kinda strange to be building the new high school on the site where we blew up the old one... Along with the mayor... snake... thing.
		We're nearly done with the primary work on the new high school... Should be able to finish the insides and touch ups in the coming months.
		and mister broody @Xander needs to realize @SpikePratt didn't actually do anything to him. Screwed his jilted fiance, & attacked me.
		Only a few more days in this bloody boat!! Then it's my time.... Going ta get what's mine!!
		Tha thought of being whole for her @BuffySummers13 keeps me going
		Ok, so @Xander says he didn't dust @SpikePratt. Hmph. Then why does he have guilt face? Where would Spike go anyway? He loves Sunnydale.
		How many times do I have to tell @buffysummers13 I didn't dust @SpikePratt? He just up and took off... good thing, after what he did too.
		Boats!!! Why do they have ta rock so??!!!!
		But, @Xander, so was I. My behavior caused a lot of his actions. I just need to know, did you dust him behind my back?
		Again I ask @Xander, did you stake @SpikePratt? He's gone. Clems in his crypt. I know you can't forgive him, but, I can. He was wrong.
		I've been staying the kind of around that is, like, not. I don't feel comfortable in my own home.
		This boat is a bother!!
		Demon got me a ride!! Hate boats! Too many happy meals running around! Tha thought of @buffysummers13 keeps me going....
		@6y_profession sure mate
		@BuffyFan4Life yes making love in the roses would be painful, thorns hurt.
		@BuffyFan4Life But don't forget. Beer bad, tree pretty.
		@BuffyFan4Life i was late but i twuffyed you (Tweet buffyed cuz beeted you souds wrong
		@BuffyFan4Life No, beer bad. vodka good in fruity stuff.
		@BuffyFan4Life I love that song..... and ooooouch
		Ahem. @Xander, delicate question. Did you stake @SpikePratt?
		Look what loving Anya did to @Xander, & Kendra? Don't even start me on @angelwithsoul & @SpikePratt.Now i know why slayers are always alone.
		I feel like i ruined my friends lives.Would @willow_r ever have tried magic if not to help me? Cordy wished me away & that brought Anya.
		Spent most of the day with @Willow_R today... felt good... but she's definitely still lost... I hope Giles and the coven are able to help.
		Things change....if you make them!
		I remember tha first time I saw her. Took a vamp out with easy- I even told her nice work :)
		Gettin a drink waiting on a bloke! He didn't show last night again. Thinking about @buffysummers13
		Not sure how she feels about Anya. Still a loss for her. Everyone is gonna be gone or checked out. somehow it feels like my fault. I failed.
		As far as Tara goes I feel like after i died she became my replacement or a mom like figure. Its like she lost 2 moms in a year or so. & me.
		Spike is gone too, but, she is pissed at him, so, shes ok with it. Shes just a girl, it should be shopping & boys. Not loss, demons,&killing
		I must be instinct, the monks did make her from my blood, she loved Tara, & now Willows going away, & Giles .Xander is kinda gone too.
		Dawn won't come out of her room,she cries alot.she has seen so much horror, I've tried to protect her, but,all she wants to do is fight too.
		Slept that long I did!! Now time ta make plans. Got a demon ta see.
		I don't want Giles to take @willow_r away. :(
		Now that the funeral has passed, Giles is again talking about going back to England and taking @Willow_R with him to start her magical work.
		Taras burial was hard. Reminded me of mom. been very quiet & gone a lot. Is hard to look @willow_r in the eyes, because all i see is pain.
		Going for a drink....many drinks. Lousiana has a lot of demon bars
		Brought @Willow_R home from @TaraMaclay's funeral (although it wasn't like any funeral I've ever been to)... I'll be here most of the day.
		I spend so much time in cemetaries. I really prefer the ones when i am fighting & dusting then taking people I love.
		Ok @willow_r I'll take care of her for you.
		willow_r: .@Xander, can you take me home please? I can't go to the cemetery. I just… can't. @BuffySummers13… please look after her for me…? *sob*
		willow_r: …I don't know how to be… anything… without you. *sniff* I will always love you baby. You're my always. *sob*
		willow_r: Tara, I loved you… *sniff* …more than I knew it was possible to love someone. *sniff* You were my world, and… I don't know how… *sob* …
		don't cry, don't cry don't cry, it will make willow cry more. ok, not working. crying now.
		willow_r: Tara, I… *sob* …
		willow_r: Oh fuck. I have to speak now. *sob*
		willow_r: I'm glad Arendl agreed to perform the rites. She's a strong witch with a pure heart. And she's been a good friend to both of us.
		It's beautiful here @willow_r
		willow_r: *sigh* Time to go… I love this little glade so much. Tara loved it too. We spent so many happy afternoons here together… *sniff*
		Dawnies crying her eyes out, Will is crying and Xander is just paralized.
		i don't think any of us wants to get out.
		willow_r: .@Xander?
		willow_r: Goddess, we're here! I… I don't think my feet will move.
		no prob @willow_r one of my greatest "slays" was sticking up to those idiots and informing them Tara was family. She was family to us all.
		willow_r: @BuffySummers13 Thanks Buff.
		if they show @willow_r I'll deal with them, let @Xander stick close to you, you need him more than me,and i can be a bit more persuasive
		Her "family" better not show. They tried to argue with us over her. Even dead they acted like they owned her. I see Macklays, i kick ass.
		willow_r: *sigh*
		willow_r: *sniff* Aargh. *sniff*
		willow_r: *sob*
		willow_r: .@Xander, you'll make sure they don't come near the ceremony won't you? Please say you will! *sniff* I just couldn't bear it… :'-(
		willow_r: Oh god! They'd better not show! I really couldn't handle that. And I might really go dark again! I don't want that…! Not again.
		willow_r: Her 'family' had better not show up. Or her real family might just go black-eyed veiny dark Magicks on their sorry, hateful asses.
		willow_r: At least we're having a Wiccan ceremony outdoors and not a Christian ceremony in a church like Tara's family wanted. So there's that.
		willow_r: But @BuffySummers13 is hovering and @Xander is already in the car. So it's time to go.
		willow_r: OK, I'm ready. No, that's a total lie. I'm dressed. I could never be ready for this.
		willow_r: God! …the one Tara loved to see me in. I don't care that it's not black. She loved it, I'm wearing it.
		I haven't heard from @willow_r, i am going to go knock and see if she needs help getting ready.
		willow_r: God, I look like something @MissKFantastico dragged in from the garden to give us— …to give me as a 'present'.
		Tara is the only one i told about me and Spike.
		Its just hit me, with all that happened that day & after I'll never hear Tara laugh or say the odd things that kinda made sense.
		willow_r: Oh god. *sniff* Pull it together Willow. You have to get through this. For her.
		willow_r: Baby, I miss you…! *sob*
		willow_r: I'm numb. Just so… numb…
		willow_r: Oh god, how can I get through this? I… I just can't…
		But I can't.
		I heard @willow_r crying in her sleep again. I stayed away this time. I've been smothering her. I just want her to not hurt like i have.
		willow_r: I wish @Xander was here. Sorta.
		willow_r: Fuck. Morning again. :-(
		willow_r: …no, Tara… …don't!… …no… …Tara… …no… …TARA!!
		Buffy I miss you. This I do for you
		Gonna head back to @buffysummers13's house to see if @Willow_R is ready for company yet... I know tomorrow is going to be hard for her.
		God i wanted to stick a stake in everyone who gave me pity face when mom passed. Some of those ppl were my friends and i loved!
		Well, Willow came down on her own. I am proud of her. What to comeis hard as a mother f.....anyway she needs real love & help not pity face.
		Hey @willow_r. we were trying to decide what we wanted for dinner, any ideas?
		willow_r: I'm gonna need them tomorrow. :'-(
		willow_r: I guess I should eat something… And go sit with @Xander and @BuffySummers13 for a while. I know they're trying to help.
		Whatever kind of service @willow_r chooses. If she wants, how do you feel about @AnyaJenkins being there. She knew Tara too.
		Don't ask her what she needs 100 times @Dawn_Summers, don't try making her laugh @xander. If she needs us, She'll say. Just love her. ok?
		Uh, @Xander, @Dawn_Summers Will's about to go through some hard stuff. But, don't baby her. Don't push sympathy on her. Just be normal.
		WE were Tara's family. They were just relations who beat her down like she was less than they were. Theyhave no right at her funeral IMO.
		I'd say @willow_r has far more right than her biological family. They don't even know yet, & i hope they don't know until Will has healed.
		Its time @willow_r is ready to lay Tara to rest now that the coroner has released her. I don't know if she wants me to stay away or help.
		willow_r: *sob*
		willow_r: *sigh*
		willow_r: And everyone is trying to be so nice and walking around on eggshells. It just makes it harder. Fuck.
		willow_r: I'm dreading tomorrow. I miss her so much. :'-(
		willow_r: I don't know how I'll make it through the next two days.
		What what what am I saying!!! This bloody chip has me a loon!!!!! Buffy!!! :(
		@angelwithasoul would know what I should do........ Maybe I should go see peaches before I go.....
		Held up one more day. No travel tonight. Riding is hard in tha rain. Wonder how @buffysummers13 is. What I did what I did.....
		@BuffyFan4Life i love going to the movies alone, when you go with others you miss stuff from their jibber jabber! lol
		@BuffyFan4Life I'll be going around the 24th #CabinintheWoods
		I'm gonna vibrate @Xander pants. "Come patrol with me! i feel naked out here without Spike stalking me. Before that I had Angel"We can talk
		Plus, i feel less safe without him stalking me as i patrol. I admit he's helped me SO much. Now I am truly patroling alone. I need @Xander.
		This is really sick, but, I am worried about @SpikePratt. Hope he's ok.I wanna talk about what happened so badly with him. No ones seen him.
		is wondering if @Xander is reading his tweets, maybe i'll text him & make his pants vibrate, he does the funniest dance when he gets a text.
		If your not busy @Xander come out patroling with me, i feel the need to hug you while dusting vamps. ;)
		@BuffyFan4Life feel free to talk to me. ask questions, whatever. I talk alot. Its part of being me, Buffy!
		If your not busy @Xander come out patroling with me, i feel the need to hug you will dusting vamps. ;)
		Besides @Xander i am seriously jealous you saved the world with your words & didn't have to die. dying really sucks. 1st time YOU saved me.
		did you know you saved the world becuase you're the heart of the scoobies @Xander THAT is your super power. Stop down playing!
		@BuffyFan4Life Yes Ma'am! :)
		@BuffyFan4Life in the fall we start season 7 but, in between we still tweet some
		@BuffyFan4Life You gotta stay at least to follow us scoobies! Watch all sneaky and secretly.
		@BuffyFan4Life i adore you girlie. You are awesome.
		@BuffyFan4Life Pesky vampires. Except for Angel & Spike, but ssshhhhh.
		@BuffyFan4Life except living ten years in the past, slaying things, the scoobies, weapons, bad guys, dawnie, spike, willow, xander, giles.
		@BuffyFan4Life aah people who have lives....i know nothing about having a life... lol
		@BuffyFan4Life well i just wanted you tokow i noticed and wondered. But with witter & facebook, people come and go, you get used to it.
		In awe the only scooby without some super ability @Xander saved the world. He has always been the heart of the scoobies. THAT's his power
		@BuffyFan4Life i noticed, i just didnt say anything, i figured you were busy
		no one else is gonna understand this but i forgive him. What he did was wrong. Its not my fault he tried to rape me. breaking his heart is.
		what about me? @SpikePratt tried to rape me.Former lover, trusted friend. I broke his heart by using him & HIS pain came out like that.
		or if some how @willow_r is sucking it out. Shes still having nightmares. I don't go in to comfort her.She doesn't want it she wants misery.
		and @Dawn_Summers has been staying with Janice a lot, the house feels like all the life is gonet.I wonder if its @TaraMaclay being gone,
		Its been a week and Giles atill iant up to traveling, as broken as @willow_r is i don't thiunk she is too. She stays in the room. She cries.
		It's been a week and people still tell me I saved the world, but I sure don't feel like a hero when I can't even help @Willow_R feel better.
		I wonder if @willow_r would of helped me. ?? No, she's too busy with tha other witch girl. Always
		If only I had gotten that spell ta help me stop wanting @buffysummers13 - make me stop loving her
		I deserve it an I'm sure @buffysummers13 would agree. Lil' bit too
		Tried ta take advantage of storms an drive but no, Sun keeps poking through ever now an again. Maybe I should let it dust me? Poof!!!
		Stupid idea Buffy, no one is speakig to me nol.Not ever Dawnie or Will or even @Xander/ Stupid stupid stu....vampire! gotta slay!
		Almost there.....almost. What I did -I have ta change! Will change
		Gotta patrol, get home & do some cleaning & maybe help Dawnie do her homework. Then early shift at DMP. I may get an entire 2 hours sleep
		Went by @SpikePratt's crypt to drop off a bunch of the junk food for Clem that we didn't eat.He still won't tell me where Spike went.
		Imagine that... a little hole in the wall diner outside of Tijuana has internet... so long, Story Stalkers. I'll miss you
		I need my Sire- my true Sire
		Overcast again so headin out early again, almost there almost- just a bit more ta go. I will fix what I did. I need my Yoda!
		@missymago sorry pet, got lots on m'mind :(
		I really need my @willow_r before she goes. I @Xander does tool. @Dawn_Summers does especially too. ut, we will have Will time on her terms.
		Hey @Willow_R has Giles said when he headed back and taking you Willow away to be with the coven for "rehab", i know hes recovering & stuff
		I'm the slayer yet alcohol kicks my ass, what is that about? I'm like more than human, sorta, this is so unfair. DMP shift hungover. time.
		ok @SpikePratt drinks asmuch whisky as he does pigs blood, @xander can hold his liquor like a trooper...who drinks...
		I woke up in bed with @willow_r in my yummy sushi pj'sat about 6am, dirty, dusty, with a black eye & a hang over. I wonder if she noticed?
		Screw it, I am going on patrol IN my yummy sushi pajamas.I feel like beating something and dusting it. ggrrrrr.
		SO i tried, & its just me with all thats happened, alone in my jammies, junk food, & booze. Alone. Because no one gave a damn.
		this is @Xander, @Willow_R doesn't have the corner market over loss or screwing up and geting her bad on. She didn't care. You didn't care.
		we've all lost people we loved @Xander, i KILLED Angel, even though I saw his soul return. I practically killed Faith.
		At least I can get to bed at a decent hour and not be tired and groggy at work tomorrow... I wish I knew how I could help @Willow_R though.
		all anyone did @Xander, was give me pity face & walk on egg shells. So @willow_r went dark, i was screwing Spike, you left Anya, we all suck
		I'll paay you back @Xander. @Willow_R just isn't our Will anymore. I wish someone had done something like that when mom died.
		Well that sucked... I get there and @Willow_R wouldn't come out of her room, @BuffySummers13 was drinking, and I paid for unwatched movies.
		I guess i will just pretend I am not crying into the bowl of candy & my rum coke. Much better than that whiskey i drank with @SpikePratt
		I thought i was going to have to slay her a couple days ago. I don't know if I could have truly done it.
		I worry, what if Giles takes @willow_r to England and can't help her, or she never comes back?
		One night of none of the heavy crap Just us being us, like we used to be us. Comfort for all of us. I suck at this.
		I can be better....for her
		I miss Buffy. I hurt her, I did that ME!! Not her, all me. @BuffySummers13 deserves better
		I think Buffy needs a drink, & maybe half that candy i bought. *sigh*. I just wanted one night where we could forget all the bulls**t.
		Time for a rest. I started out early...overcast was in my favor. Only thing in my favor. @BuffySummers13 will forgive me she will
		Ok. leaving @willow_r alone.:(
		I got alcohol @willow_r. I know you've never been a big drinker, but, right now i bet it would help you relax.
		willow_r: Just leave it @BuffySummers13. I don't want comfort. Quit nagging me and I'll come downstairs. But just… don't, OK? I can't bear it.
		Not asking you to forget, or have fun, @willow_r, come be with those who love you and be COMFORTED. Be loved. Be distracted. Be with us.
		Am i gonna have to come up there and carry you down @willow_r? Cuz i will. Do something thats not torturing yourself.
		willow_r: *sigh*
		Will? @willow_r !
		willow_r: Gone…
		We need out @willow_r time. You also don't need to be alone so much. Jammies. Couch. Now. Love you!
		Then crawl under the covers with us on the couch @willow_r. all you have to do is be present.Ok? You'll be gone with Giles soon.
		willow_r: :'-(
		willow_r: I just want to crawl under the covers and… go away…
		willow_r: I'm really not up to this… *sigh*
		Hey @Dawn_Summers get your most comfy jammies on & get down here, i'm gonna let ya stay up later for movies and junk food, anchovy piiiizza!
		Hey @willow_r put your jammies on and come down stairs. Tonight we check our baggage at the door, stay up, eat junk food and watch movies.
		I found my old yummy sushi pajamas. They still fit.
		We ALL need a night of forgetting/distraction. Not gonna fix anything, but, we just need a night to breath before Will goes with Giles.
		and about 20 lbs of rubbish @Xander So wear sweats or jammies, pick out some good movies and haul your ass over here mister xan man!
		Thats right @Xander! We're checking out baggage at the door, wearing Jammies Pigging out & watching ridiculous movies. I got Cheesy Chiiips.
		How did I get put on movie detail without my knowledge? I guess I better hurry over to the video store and pick out something good.
		Left work, came home, and found a message about a big movie and snack night over at @BuffySummers13's house... to help @Willow_R.
		Oh yeah, that is a lot of junk food. But, it's ok. It really doesn't matter at this point.
		maybe Will & I will want a drink. Cheese platter, who doesn't love cheese? Chicken wings & Pizza with anchovies for Dawnie from the deli.
		Cheesy chips! @Xander likes those, oreos, platter of little sandwiches, ice cream, beer, also just in case. Xan says he isn't drinking now.
		No slayer, no loss grieving, no ex-fiances. Ok, 3 boxes of tissues. popcorn, 10lbs of asort. candy, soda, vodka? Hmm.. just in case.
		She may be broken, @willow_r is a strong woman. Giles is gonna help her control her magic & heal. Tonight, its the gang, food, & movies.
		I need to write kleenex on my list for Will. I asked if she needed snot rags & i got a tiny smile out of her. I know she hurts so badly.
		Off to the store for snacks for tonight. @willow_r doesn't wanna go, so @Dawn_Summers hanging while i'm gone. @xander is on movie detail
		I don't think i would kill him. They see it black & white. I see it in many shades of gray. Still, i don't wanna see him for a long time.
		With all thats been going on, not just what he did, he does need to stay away. @Xander, @willow_r , & @Dawn_Summers would kill him.
		Wow. @SpikePratt hasn't tried to contact me or stalk me. Good thing, after what he tried to do, but, i figured he'd be groveling by now.
		Resting or trying @buffysummers13 made me do that.,, she did she did she did with her slayer ways. She did
		@DaniellleMarie thanks, don't feel like it bout now
		Hey, @xander we should spend as much time as we can with Will until Giles takes her away to rehab. Um, just in case.Plus she needs us, a lot
		@willow_r & @TaraMaclay room is cleaned of all "evidence:" @Xander fixed the window. Shes been in my room. I've been there unless with Will.
		You awake @willow_r? If you come downstairs I'll make whatever you want for breakfast for you & @Dawn_Summers, shes voting anchovy pizza. no
		popcorn, cookies, candy, little sandwiches, nothing but junk food. I know it won't fix @willow_r. but, maybe for a few hours distract her.
		. @Xander come sleep over at my house tonight? @willow_r is having bad nightmares. Bring some funny movies it'll be like old times, sorta.
		I went and lay next to her. So she could have some comfort. I remember losing mom. Its like someone rips your guts & hearts out.
		Poor @willow_r when she sleeps she has nightmares. Shes always been a sleep talker, it used to be about frogs. I wish shehad the frogs back
		willow_r: *sob*
		willow_r: ... ...baby, NO!!
		willow_r: ... ...not near the window... ... ...
		willow_r: ... ...Tara... ... ...
		I need ta be a better man - a better man
		Rain let up so time ta get going. Can't stop thinking about @buffysummers13 what I did what I thought
		Of course @Xander equals engery pure, white and good. Xander is sweet energy and memory goodness..
		She is so broken, Anything to bring a little light. Memories of who she was before,. In with the good energy, out with the bad.
		You are welcome to stay the night @Xander. I think itnmight be good for @willow_r. like when you were kids?
		Just swung by home to check on things... now going to head back over to the summer's house to check on and spend some time with @Willow_R.
		This house, this family aka my friends, are filled with broken hearts and broken people. If I could slay the pain for them I would. I hurt.
		Its like losing mom all over again for @Dawn_Summers. She & Tara had a bond, especially when i was gone. I am scheduling sister time today.
		I stayed up, & skipped patrol to look after @willow_r she didn't sleep, mostly cried. I laid down with her around 3, It seemed to calm her.
		Even better @Xander your motives were out of love and selflessness. You saved @willow_r, saving the world was just all gravy goodness.
		As for me, I need to get home and get some sleep... 2 days without it would not be good for work in the morning... and I can't call in sick.
		We got @Willow_R calmed down, as best as can be expected, and resting for the evening... Giles will be around a while if she needs anything.
		Bloody hell!!! I'm a loon!!!!! What am I saying??!!!! But still @angelwithasoul would guide me.......what????!? Must be lack of food
		I need ta talk with my Sire- @angelwithasoul.
		Been stuck in this abandoned house because of tha sodden rain!! I'm doing tha right thing. Right?
		Everyone keeps telling me I saved the world... I didn't... I saved my best friend. That's all that mattered to me.
		willow_r: Tara... *sob*
		@smexyfaux sounds nice kitten but I must take care of something first
		I can't believe @TaraMaclay is gone. Poor @willow_r. @Dawn_Summers is crushed. Tara was family. The house had just come alive again.
		I love you @willow_r. No matter what. I love you. Ok?
		I am thinking Giles & the coven are going to put @willow_r through some kind of magiks rehab? Is there a 12 step for that?
		Giles says he and some coven is going to do all they can to help @Willow_R, but nobody here really knows what that means yet.
		I am impressed @Xander, you saved the world. That makes you a champion, & one up on me, you didn't have to die to do it!
		It's so sad to see @Willow_R struggling so much right now... she is so sad and hurt and scared and worried and who knows what else...
		I have to say, I've had better Easter weekends... I'm just glad the worksite is shut down for today or else I'd be fired for not showing up.
		Now we're back at the Magic Box trying to recoup somewhat... Giles is here, but not in great shape, although he seems pleased.
		So @Xander saved the world? Wow! I hope @willow_r is going to be ok, fighting her, her being evil, was the worst feeling ever.
		It's over... I stopped @Willow_R from destroying it all... I knew she had to still be in there... We then just sat and hugged for an hour.
		Is it over? What happenmed? Monsters went poof. All i wanna do is hug @Dawn_Summers, & maybe get a shower this cave is filthy.
		willow_r: ████████████████ Proserpexa… let the cleansing fires from the depths burn away the suffering souls and bring sweet death… ████████████████
		Theres got to be a way out of here & @Dawn_Summers is finally gonna get to fight, because Will sent a monstery gift
		willow_r: Your suffering has to end.
		willow_r: Oh, you poor bastards!
		Hey @xander are you up there? Can you hear us? We can't get out. XANDER?!?!?!
		Great Dawnie and i are in a hole, Dawn is all over me about @SpikePratt Maybe @xander can find something to help us out.
		crap fire ball.... I gotta help them before they get fried. Run, slayer, run!
		willow_r: ███████████████████████████████ ███████████████████████████████ ███████████████████████████████
		willow_r: ███████████████████████████████ This... won't hold me... forever... @MrRupertGiles ███████████████████████████████
		willow_r: ███████████████████████████████ Solvo, libero... ███████████████████████████████
		willow_r: What? No! Get off!
		willow_r: ███████████████████████████████ Asmodea, bring forth— ███████████████████████████████
		willow_r: ███████████████████████████████ Buckle up, @MrRupertGiles! ███████████████████████████████
		willow_r: █████ Seriously? I'm the biggest badass Wicca in, well, forever, and they send a *librarian* to stop me...? Oh this is gonna be fun! █████
		Why are you trying to hurt those of us who love you @willow_r ? Leave @MrRupertGiles alone! STOP IT!
		Thank God Giles is here. I feel I can breathe easy now.
		I don't know what we can do against her... @Willow_R is too powerful and her rage has driven her over to the dark side... but it's Willow.
		I don't want to have to hurt you @willow_r, but, you know I can & will. You need to stop. Think of how @TaraMaclay would feel about this.
		No transporting Dawn and I without our permission! I think I'm going to throw up. Not fair @willow_r, this is not you. You are not evil.
		Wow, haven't felt a quake like that since Sunnydale. Wait…we don't get quakes here. What was that?
		You will NOT hurt @Dawn_Summers, @willow_r. You leave her alone! Whoa..i suddenly don't feel so good...How did we get to the Magic Box?
		Things could not be worse... We are back at the Magic Box with two of three nerds, who we have to protect from @Willow_R... This is crazy.
		Is she actually chasing us down with a semi-truck standing on top... on top?! Drive faster @Xander
		We've got bigger problems @Xander, @willow_r isn't just a mess....she is back on the magiks and hard.
		We have the police and coroners and what not on the way over now... @BuffySummers13 and @Dawn_Summers are a mess... I have to stay to help.
		Oh god... Got home and found @TaraMaclay shot... and killed... on the floor... oh poor @Willow_R ... No wonder she's so lost right now.
		Raining- have ta stop for night. Can't shake tha feeling something is wrong in Sunnydale!
		I can't believe @willow_r is...is... evil. @Xander how do we snap her out of this?
		This can't be happening. This can't be happening. This can't be happening. I don't wanna have to stop her. Shes just hurting. Lost control.
		You have to stop this @willow_r. Please just stop.
		willow_r: ███████████████████████████████ One down. ███████████████████████████████
		willow_r: Bored now.
		Oh god @willow_r just skinned @WarrenMears alive. She is too far gone. I know what I may have to do.
		willow_r: █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
		willow_r: ██████████ @TaraMaclay's dead, @BuffySummers13. ██████████ ██████████ Now @WarrenMears is dead too... ██████████
		willow_r: ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
		willow_r: It's a robot... ?
		Wonder if @BuffySummers13 is thinking of me......
		Headin out! Still thinking 'bout last night! I blame tha chip!!! Clem blames @BuffySummers13 Great!! It's raining!!
		Why am i in the hospital? whats wrong with @willow_r? she looks wrong & is making @Xander & I go with her to find @WarrenMears, its so fuzzy
		I'm at the hospital now... She's in bad shape... they are going to take @BuffySummers13 into surgery soon... This is bad.. really bad.
		Damn it @Xander read my mind! It hurts. I don't think I am doing very good.Come back i want you here too. The doctors are so loud. sleepy.
		It hurts. Wheres @Dawn_Summers? @Xander needs to get her. I wish i was really tweeting & not hallucinating this. I want willow & tara too
		OMG!... 911. Everyone! Emergency! @BuffySummers13 has been shot... That little @WarrenMears punk came and shot her... Paramedics on the way.
		Why is @WarrenMears here & he's yelling...pain.......oh god the pain.. @Xander ?
		willow_r: ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
		willow_r: █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
		willow_r: Warren,
		Stupid nerds and their cameras, If they violated my other gnomes..Hey its @Xander and he wants to talk & making his "I'm sorry/forgive" face
		willow_r: ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
		willow_r: ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
		No more drinking for starters... I'm just becoming my father if stay on that path... Angry words as just too easy when I'm in that state.
		willow_r: ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
		willow_r: ▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▂▂▂▄▄▄▄▅▅▅▇▇▇█████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
		I can't believe we all things get so messed up... especially me... I have to try and make what I can right... Starting with @BuffySummers13.
		willow_r: No... no... no... no... no... no... no... no... no... no... no... ... ... ... ... ... ...
		willow_r: Please. Tara...
		willow_r: Tara? Come, on baby. Get up.
		willow_r: .@TaraMaclay Tara?
		.@willow_r Your shirt...
		.@willow_r I hope so... That's the best part. *wickedgrin*
		willow_r: .@TaraMaclay Think they're making up?
		.@willow_r No, he's here.
		willow_r: .@TaraMaclay Okay, not quite the response I was fishing for...
		.@willow_r Hmmm... Xander.
		willow_r: .@TaraMaclay Yes, ma'am... *grin*
		.@willow_r Don't get too used to them...
		willow_r: Hey @TaraMaclay. Clothes.
		Me leaving you alone @TaraMaclay & @willow_r? I hear a lot of happy noises.
		Thanks for coming up for air long enough for the help last night @willow_r & @TaraMaclay You guys need anything, food, beverage of choice?
		.@willow_r Don't you ~dare~ sweetie! Come back here... *grin*
		willow_r: .@TaraMaclay Should we, um... get up... she said hoping that maybe the answer is 'no'...?
		.@willow_r Agreed... ~yawn~
		willow_r: ~yawn~
		I am still thinking.... "jet packs?" Who ARE these nerds? Smashed orbs. Poetic.
		Shsh, @BuffySummers13 doesn't know I left. Clem is looking after my place so if she comes an sees me, which she won't for awhile I'm sure
		I just can't talk about what I did ta @BuffySummers13 I just know I had ta leave. I will make it right, she deserves that.
		Have ta find somewhere soon, sun will be up. After what I did ta @BuffySummers13 maybe I should as they say ride into tha sunrise
		The police took 2 of the nerds away but one got away on a jetpack, of all things. What I don't get is why @JonathanLevnson helped me
		I have nerd asses to kick. They are aiming for a robbery. I am aiming for the throat,
		No @Xander. @SpikePratt was my mistake, my I am responsible for a lot in this. I'm sorry my mistakes caused you pain too.
		If I find @SpikePratt anywhere ever again I will not hesitate to dust his ass all the way back to dark age... I can't believe...It's just...
		I don't have time for this @willow_r has figured out what @WarrenMears @Andrew_otherguy & @JonathanLevnson are up to, & i gotta stop them.
		Do i even tell him? Why can't i get up off the bathroom floor?
		I read @Xander is on his way over....what do I tell him?
		I've never felt that way before. Helpless. Vulnerable. Weak. A Victim. How DARE @SpikePratt make me feel that way?!
		He almost...forced me to...he was just so desperate.I stopped him. The look on his face, it was like he was horrified by himself.
		I almost couldn't stop @SpikePratt, or I was trying to not hurt him, I'm not sure which, I can't believe he tried...even evil...i am shocked
		OH God @SpikePratt.. he tried....he just sounded so desperate...wanted to make me feel what i felt before...wanted me to want him, love him.
		I need to get over to @BuffySummers13 house and tell her what just happened with the Nerd Triplets... Since she never reads my tweets.
		Holy crap... @WarrenMears was here at the bar with @JonathanLevnson and that other guy... And he has super strength... Knocked me out...
		Finally gonna take a long hot bath, maybe it will help with the pain in my arm, I'm sore all over. I think I am getting too old for slaying.
		Heading ta @BuffySummers13 house , talked myself out earlier! She does love me- she does and will!!
		No no no no no NO!!!!!
		I need my smartest scooby gal. She can alternate.Snuggle. Scooby. & repeat @TaraMaclay will understand, even help, They can Snooby/Scuggle?
		I'll sick Giles on her if she tries. I hear more giggling. Wonder if @willow_r plans to try & decipher the nerd stuff tonight at all?
		Granted I could kinda train anywhere but Giles set it up for me & Its perfect. Hopefully she'll let me use it again. She better not charge.
		Sometimes it sucks to be the slayer & a vamp gets the drop on ya. I've been lax in training. Anya closed the shop, where my training room is
		& @Dawn_Summers, she's gigglie & squealy about them being together again. Good, she needs some joy. Me, i need a bath, & some asprin maybe.
		Ow. Home. Ow. I hear giggling. SOFT giggling. @willow_r & @TaraMaclay. I'm happy for them. If ever i believed in soul mates, I think of them
		Got a visit from Niblet! Says I hurt @BuffySummers13 Now I should really go see her! Told you lot she loves me!!!
		I know where @BuffySummers13 patrols and when! I will wait for her.. She loves me! She does
		You love me @BuffySummers13 you love me!!
		Halfrek!! Buffy!! Women are so so so..why won't @BuffySummers13 forgive me??
		Grumble. Don't wanna rumble with you either @willow_r hehe
		Time for a drink!!
		Don't rumble at me @willow_r. Mostly because its cute. I am headed home, just in case....um... ten minute warning.
		Here I am back at the bar... I seem to be a regular here... I can't believe things have gone so wrong... I've lost @AnyaJenkins for sure...
		I am going home. I have had enough drama for one day & i need to look after my injury.
		.@BuffySummers13 *giggle* What @willow_r said... :-)
		willow_r: .@BuffySummers13 Don' wanna... *grumble*
		Make up @SpikePratt? I told you we are done. I was using you. It was killing me. If you ever truly loved me, you wouldn't want that.
		@BuffySummers13 I'll never stop being a vamp, baby! You like vampires remember? Now come on, let's make up
		I've got vampires to slay. Fights to fight. Hurt no less. I don't have time to be on this thing and dealing with @SpikePratt I am DONE.
		@BuffySummers13 hey now!! I've taken more than enough taunts from you!! They know about us....when do we get ta make up?
		You ARE souless @SpikePratt otherwise you'd understand why i am upset & @xander wants to stake you. You play at being good. Still a vampire.
		I do laugh when I recall she called @Xander a scared little boy
		Funny how your sweet Cecily became Halfrek, @SpikePratt. She said you were beneath her, yet, some how she ended up a vengence demon.
		And how did tha lot know?!!!
		I dint deserve ta be treated like that!! So @AnyaJenkins and I had sex!!! If @Xander was a real man his woman would not of sought me out
		. @willow_r i know you & @TaraMaclay are all in makeup snuggle mode, but, i do need you to decipher the nerd intel. Come up for air soon? :)
		Keep hearing @BuffySummers13 say I am a souless creature!! Not worthy is what she said... Just like Halfrek
		I need a hot bath. A good soak should help me heal. Or at least feel better. Slayers heal fast, but, man, we still feel some pain.
		Still in shock! Went ta Magic Box and found @AnyaJenkins and HER! Halfrek as she is known as now!! I just wanted a bloody spell!!
		.@willow_r @BuffySummers13 *wickedgrin*
		willow_r: .@BuffySummers13 Can't talk right now, kinda... um... busy...
		All this trauma drama has me off my game. I actually got my ass sorta kicked. Owie. Buffy is not a happy girl.
		Gotta patrol. I SO hope i don't "run into" @SpikePratt. He just does not need to be stalking me tonight. I don't wanna hear his noise.
		I wonder how @willow_r & @TaraMaclay are doing with the nerd stuff, if they've left their room? At least they're happy. As is @Dawn_Summers.
		I love @Xander. He's one of my besties. What i feel for @SpikePratt is complicated. I am not in love with him. But, I don't want him dead.
		If Spike & Anya hadn't slept together, Xander may not be so hurt. He feels betrayed by me, by Anya. Wants tio kill Spike. I won't let him.
		Being with @SpikePratt made it worse. Though who i sleep with isn't his business so much, but, if i hadn't he might not have slept with Anya
		It would be so much easier if I could just slay some kinda monster for @Xander to take his pain away.Even though a lot came from his choices
		One of my best friends is in pain & angry & i don't know how to help. He's pissed because of @SpikePratt, Hurt because of @AnyaJenkins.
		I obviously haven't walked enough to clear my head... I should just grab a beer and go cool off... maybe I'll swing my the Box see if... . .
		Gah! @buffysummers13 just pisses me off so much right now... Trying to tell me ... make me... ugh... who is she to come off all... ugh.
		What do i do? Go after him? Stay and wait? Drink his beer? Take away his beer? He is drinking a LOT. Forget it, I have nerds to deal with.
		Gee, @Xander was just i total jerk to me, he's drinking, then he stormed out of his own apartment leaving me there. My world is so warped.
		At least my house isn't empty of beer... That's something
		You'd think having the day off would be better... It's not... Nothing to keep my mind off things... No distractions... Just an empty house.
		Oh and um, @willow_r, did i hear @TaraMaclay? @Dawn_Summers is bouncing off the walls, smiling, & saying something about you guys.
		Just let me know what you come up with @willow_r, the sooner the better. Those nerds are up to some serious badness.
		Your problem @SpikePratt is you don't know right from wrong. You=evil. No soul or humanity. You say you feel love. All you feel is BLOOD!
		.@willow_r Oh, Willow…!! :-o
		willow_r: .@TaraMaclay C'mere you...
		willow_r: .@TaraMaclay Oh, baby...! I just… I… I have no words… I love you SO much.
		.@willow_r I know, right? She is just the cutest! You know… I'd be so proud if… *blush* …if our daughter turned out like @Dawn_Summers…
		willow_r: OMG, how cute was @Dawn_Summers this morning when she saw us back together...? :-)
		Oh @Willow_R, yes please...
		willow_r: C'mon @TaraMaclay, let's um... go home?
		willow_r: .@BuffySummers13 Well that's about all I can figure out for now... *yawn* Sleepy now. We're gonna crash.
		Ugh... A nap after drinking wasn't the best idea... You wake up with a hangover in the middle of the evening... The answer? Drink more.
		@BuffySummers13 haven't done anything wrong!! @Xander is tha git you should be talkin with!!! He tried ta stake me!! ME!!!! I did nothin!
		Ugh... working hung over was miserable today... I sure could really use a drink now... and a nap... perhaps one can lead to the other.
		I grabbed what i could from the nerd boys @willow_r. Do you think you can make anything of it? They had the place booby trapped like crazy.
		Those three nerds call this a lair? Oh Geez its booby trapped!
		I've always loved you sweetie... I will ~always~ love you.
		willow_r: Oh baby, I love you so, so much...
		Can you just be kissing me now…?
		It's a long… important process, and… can we just skip it?
		You have to learn if… if you're even the same people you were, if you can fit in each other's lives…
		There's so much to work through. Trust has to build again… on both sides…
		willow_r: I know.
		I'm sorry, it's just… you know it takes time. You can't just… have coffee and expect—
		willow_r: Are you okay?
		You can't ever… put them back the way they were...
		willow_r: Tara…?!
		Things fall apart… They fall so hard…
		Shut up @SpikePratt! You have no clue what you've done, do you?
		not sure why @BuffySummers13 and @AnyaJenkins are mad--at me!!??
		That ponce @Xander tried ta get me in a fight, but I told tha lot about @BuffySummers13 and me! His look was priceless!!
		@BuffySummers13 don't understand why you are pissed, YOU told me ta move on! Not talking ta ne? Right, right. You will cos you love me
		Well @AnyaJenkins certainly got vengence on @Xander. But, why do i feel hurt?
		I feel like @Xander thinks i am some kinda hoe bag. Why did @SpikePratt have to tell? Why did he have to sleep with @AnyaJenkins?
		Damnit! How the hell am I supposed to be able to sleep now? I wish I could call in sick tomorrow... I guess I'll just have to work hungover.
		Sure, @AnyaJenkins I could understand, at least... she was still hurting... after what I did... said... but @BuffySummers13? I don't... How?
		How can I ever deal with any of them again?... How can I ever understand or anything?... Not just why do it... Why keep it from me?...
		I don't know if I am more disgusted or pissed off... or just lost. I can't believe the secret I just found out. Buffy... Spike... How? Why?
		What do i do @willow_r & @TaraMaclay? @xander is hurt on so many levels. What do we do? I've got nothing to slay this time.
		I am SO not dealing with you right now @SpikePratt. Just go away!
		What do I do? @SpikePratt told about us the look on @Xander face. He must be disgusted with me. I should be angry, but, i just wanna cry.
		<<@Willow_R...?>>
		willow_r: *sigh* <<<@TaraMaclay, I miss you baby...>>
		willow_r: But coffee this morning was nice. Very nice. Except for the weirdness with @AnyaJenkins - but I guess we know what ~that~ was about now...
		willow_r: I wish @TaraMaclay was here...!
		willow_r: Although considering he took a honkin' big axe with him... *gulp*
		Oh god, @Xander is gonna kill @SpikePratt I have to stop him. Dusting vamps is one thing, but, killing for revenge is too dark.
		willow_r: I've never seen @Xander so furious! I think he's really gonna stake @SpikePratt this time... Or rip his head off with his bare hands...!
		willow_r: Oh dear goddess! None of us can unsee what we just saw... And @Xander stormed out of here headed for the Magic Box... Oh dear!
		Going ta look for tha lot at magik box an tell them all off
		That @BuffySummers13 thinks I use cameras ta spy! Ppfftt! No!! I use my eyes ;). I bet that twit @Xander told her I did!!
		Oh God. @SpikePratt & @AnyaJenkins?
		@BuffySummers13 oink oink baby. Why not tell them about us? We are not over
		Seems @BuffySummers13 went and "asked" @SpikePratt about it and he's not the stalker who put the gnome here... He's just a standard stalker.
		This is exciting... Sitting here while @Willow_R does her (non-magic) computer hacking thing to track where the camera came from.
		Come over @Xander You shouldn't be alone. We're working on the video sitch.
		I should probably be over at @buffysummers13 to help her with this video spy problem... for support at the very least... Not here, drinking.
		I shouldn't be sitting here in the bar stressing over how I'm handling things with @AnyaJenkins... I think I might be doing this too much.
		At least @BuffySummers13 was there to stop me from chasing her & making it worse... But right now she has a @SpikePratt problem of her own.
		I can't believe I screwed things up again with @AnyaJenkins... What is wrong with me... I can't keep my angry foot out of my mouth.
		Arg! @SpikePratt is so schizo! Not to mention sick. He needs to move on, get over me, its sick & twisted. Maybe staking him would help him.
		Here i am going on about Spike and gnomes and Xander was trying to talk to me. He is so torn up about Anya. I don't really know how to help.
		If @Xander hadn't kicked it I would have never known.
		Who else would be spying on me with cameras? @SpikePratt can't follow me in the sun so he had someone put in cameras. Gnomes are sacred!
		That pig! @SpikePratt is spying on me, he defiled my gnome with a camera! That's it. I have had it! Time to kick the Spike.
		Finally get to leave... Think I'll swing by @buffysummers13 place before heading downtown to check in at the Magic Box to find @AnyaJenkins.
		Ugh. I can't even leave until they finish the inspection & lock down the leak... All the guys got to go, but such is the life of a manager.
		Right now it's just a matter of waiting for inspectors, repair crews, city officials, and all that red tape bull-stuff to get taken care of.
		Now I have tons of paperwork I'm going to have to take care of tomorrow... This hasn't been a good week... Maybe I shouldn't have come back.
		DAMNIT! Idiots! We have to shut down the whole worksite for the rest of the day because one of my guys hit a gas line. I don't need this.
		From what @Dawn_Summers tells me, it appears that @AnyaJenkins is reopening the Magic Box, so I could try there some day and see.
		Been asking around since I got off work and it seems several people have seen @AnyaJenkins around, but nobody know where she is right now.
		I'll have to look around and see if I can find @AnyaJenkins tomorrow and explain things better... No chance I'm going to find her tonight.
		Everything just came out wrong... then she ran off... I need to make it right, but she is making things so hard... I'm just glad she's okay.
		Well crap... that could have gone better... @AnyaJenkins was in our house when I got home... but she didn't understand what I was saying...
		Work may be done for the day, but I'm going out for some drinks with the guys... No point in rushing home to an empty house.
		Gave @Dawn_Summers the whole lecture & tour of where she is not allowed to go because she shoplifted, she may never shop again.
		I really shouldn't have stayed out so late tonight... I do have to work tomorrow after all... I can't even call in sick now either... ugh.
		grrr Parker bad.
		Since when is "you know whating" an us. Parker taught me that. I was using @SpikePratt to feel better, fill an emptiness. Doesn't he get it?
		Funny how my long night-time walk seemed to lead me right here to the bar... at least I'm not home alone drinking to country music.
		I SO wish @SpikePratt would just shut up about telling people about us. There IS no us anymore & that wasn't even an "us" really. What a pig
		This sitting home alone and drinking isn't helping my mood at all... maybe it's the music choice... Either way, I should get out of here...
		This place is so empty without @AnyaJenkins here... I can't stand this... Time for some country music and cheap beer.
		Sorry @Xander I don't know where @AnyaJenkins is. I'm just glad you came back, and i didn't kill you. I need my Xander shaped friend.
		All I really want, @BuffySummers13 ,is to find @AnyaJenkins. I have to explain to her... I need to make things right.
		Um, @Xander, @willow_r, @Dawn_Summers, @TaraMaclay do you guys need anything? I could make cookies? Beat someone up? Gifts? Hugs? Kisses?
		It seems @buffysummers13 is back to normal. Stopped in to check on her this afternoon. But she seems to feel a little guilty about it.
		Hey @SpikePratt i remember your little speech while i was in and out. You tell, I stake. @Xander said you were talking crazy. What about?
		Great now I'm going to be the friend who went a little insane & tried to kill her friends. I am gonna owe them so big time.
		Ok ok I will check on @BuffySummers13 tomorrow, she will have a change of heart and tell her friends about us- I know it!!
		Well if she @BuffySummers13 thinks I'm staying around ta be yelled at she IS a loon!!!! Fine!! I'm out!!
		@Xander if you would of pronounced tha demon name correctly I could of found him faster!!!
		as much as I'd like to stay here, be better, I can hear my friends in the distance. They need me. Slayer. Chosen. Goodbye mom.
		and now this monster. Which isn't real, I'll let him take my "friends", kill them for me. I want to be better. Mom says be strong. Fight.
		There, all collected in the basement. Doctor said one step at a time. So I have to be rid of these imagined people.
		Where dad is gone, mom is dead, I have a fake sister made by monks who changed everything & i was pulled out of heaven by my "friends".
		Don't want to live a life full of monsters where i die, & screw a vampire i hate & can't be with a vampire i love because it makes him evil.
		I should go check on @BuffySummers13 and see how she's doing with her antidote. Hope she's going to be all better soon.
		I wish i could be sure which is real. i feel love for & loved by my friends & sister. It feels more real than. I wish i knew. I'm scared.
		I can be normal again. Shopping. Friends. NO magic or monsters. Mom & dad. Manicures. College. Dating guys who have a pulse. I want that.
		Where moms dead, dads gone, & my friends yanked me out of Heaven? Where monks screwed with history by giving me a magical sister?
		Why would I want to live in a world of death & violence where i sleep with a vampire i hate & love one who turns evil if we're together?
		He will always be here. Stalking. Touching. Giving speeches. No. No @SpikePratt.
		I told @SpikePratt to leave. He is a sick part of this fantasy world. sick. sick. sick. If i drink this I'll never be better, he'll be here.
		No, @SpikePratt isn't a part of my life. I'm not drinking this gross stuff. This isn't real, I wanna be better. I'll do what I have to do.
		This place feels so empty without @AnyaJenkins here...I miss her so much... How could I have let it come to this? I hope she comes back.
		Now all we have to do is wait for @Willow_R to do what she needs to do to make the antidote or whatever it is... I'm going to rest.
		Alright... I'm a little worse for wear, and could use a drink, but we got the demon thing and chained it up in @buffysummers13 basement.
		Dawn... I don't have a sister. Dawn isn't real...
		Ugh... It's bad enough I have to go hunt down this hallucinogenic druggie demon with arm stingers, but I have to do with @SpikePratt.
		Have ta go get more blood! @Xander made me drop mine! Got a right laugh out of tha wanker though
		Thank god @Willow_R figured out what's at fault for this thing with @BuffySummers13... Now we just need to figure out how to make her well.
		I feel so lost. Maybe I am crazy and in the hospital. Maybe i never got better & i am still there, not just a couple of weeks.
		ugh... my head hurts... Didn't learn anything about what's happening to @buffysummers13 down at Willy's, but I also think I drank too much.
		You know what this means... Research time... Although I'll be better used by asking down at the bar than looking through the books.
		I'm in a mental institution? But, I'm the slayer. Mom & Dad...but?
		Whoah... @BuffySummers13 is under some kind of serious spell or something... It's making her have delusions of being in a mental hospital.
		Bloody hell!! Forgot about blood shipment an other goodies at tha butcher! Also need some booze! Off I go.Catch up ta @BuffySummers13 later
		They're plotting something.... Without me
		Ok, @Xander and @willow_r. Reality. I have got to tell them when we get home.
		Perhaps we can join @BuffySummers13 on her patrol later on our way back or something. I just need to get out and do something.
		This sitting around and stewing in my own juices isn't doing me any good... I think I'm going to see if @Willow_R is up for doing something.
		Seems @AnyaJenkins disappeared soon after I left and nobody knows where she went or even if she's okay... I'm so worried. It's all my fault.
		Hmph, @Xander seems to be kicking his own ass. So I won't give him any grief for worrying us.
		Sometimes @SpikePratt I think you've bleached your brain, not just your hair.
		@BuffySummers13 broken??? We need ta talk
		You know, Allison!!! Bird I took ta @Xander nupules!!!
		Going ta see if @BuffySummers13 wants company tonight... Will try an get her ta tell her friends about us!! Allison keeps stoping by..
		yay! @Xander is home...but...um..kinda broken.
		I should go over and ask @BuffySummers13 if she's seen her... If she'll even speak to me at this point too... I am the worst person ever.
		I'm back in Sunnydale... I have to try and make things right... I really screwed everything up... but @AnyaJenkins isn't at home or work.
		Whoa. Weirdness. I could have sworn my boss was just a nurse and offering me drugs.
		Those guys are hiding something from me...
		I guess we're not looking for a new place after all. @WarrenMears has a plan.... I'm happy about it... Honest!
		What the hellmouth. How long was i out? What WAS that thing, it poked me. I feel weird. No way 3 nerds could control a monster, nor best me.
		Was i in the hospital? But, I'm in an alley. I don't understand. I need to go home. I don't feel right a all.
		I did it! I digeridid (digeridood?) it! That should give us time to find a new place!
		He might think it's all "The Shining" and rainbows, but suggesting I never read "Legion of Doom! How dare he!
		Underground... It IS more than a metaphor, right?
		AHA! I finally found those 3 little comicbook villian wannabes
		Just couldn't meet @BuffySummers13 ta patrol but I did follow close. I love her an she needs ta tell her friends about us!
		@mahhkk I stole your avatar.
		Ok, @Xander if you see this, i am SO gonna kick your ass for worrying me. GET IN TOUCH! @willow_r is worried too. We love you. Come home!
		I am really starting to wig over @xander or @AnyaJenkins, what if that @DHoffryn dude made her a demon again and she hurt Xander?????
		no @SpikePratt last night. Maybe he WANTED me to play kick the Spike? I'll kick him, right in his undead naughty parts.
		You have to admit @SpikePratt we make an awesome team on patrol.
		No kicking the @SpikePratt. i promise. Unless you misbehave. Can't things just go back to the way they were before the you know whating?
		I am a fool in love.......
		@BuffySummers13 right, so you can play kick tha Spike! Yeah, got things ta do before patrol
		I wonder if Tara can magically find them? I can't ask @willow_r. I am a seriously frustrated slayer. Even my puns are off when i patrol.
		P.s. @SpikePratt i know you stalk me when i patrol. Just because we aren't you know whating anymore doesn't mean we can't patrol & talk.
		When i finally find @Xander first i am gonna hug him, then i am gonna smack him for worrying me so badly. I miss him. He's my Xander.
		Go look for Anya or @xander and those nerdy boys @SpikePratt use your spidey...er..vampie senses. You always wanna help. I'm exhausted.
		What ta do .......what ta do????
		In my searching it seems they've been hitting rental properties, checking them out, so, I'm on their trail. Still no @xander or @AnyaJenkins
		Nerd #2 Mister robot love @WarrenMears, not surprised he is up to stupidity filled mischief. Nerd #3 no clue, did he go to our school?
		Why is a sweet guy like @JonathanLevnson is hanging with these guys who made me invisible, even though it was fun except the deadliness.
		Stupid nerds! I remember @JonathanLevnson now, he was a good kid in highschool, except when he was going to kill himself but i stopped him.
		take @Dawn_Summers in the day after school. She always wants to do scooby work. For safety @willow_R cant do magic but @TaraMaclay can.
		Why am i doing all the looking @willow_r? I have 2 jobs and a sister. You and @TaraMaclay are just in school. Can't you look too?
		Poor @Dawn_Summers she is getting so little sister time.
		Spending my mornings searching for @Xander & @AnyaJenkins & 3 nerds. Afternoons at double meat hellmouth, nights patroling. I'm exhausted.
		On top of everything 3 geeks who made me invisible that 1 time seem to acting up again, so, looking for them too. Call me Looks-alot-Buffy.
		What a night!! Tha lot of humanity is a loss... If I could bite. Heating up some yummy pigs blood. Hope ta get otter or even wolf later
		Neither @Xander or @AnyaJenkins has been to the apt. Maybe they're both assuming the other is staying there? Hope they don't mind i went in.
		I will protect @BuffySummers13 while she searches for @Xander - just dont know why she don't go ta his flat!
		Trying ta help @BuffySummers13 an all she can do is play kick tha spike!! But yea, I'm watching - from afar!
		Damn it @xander, where are you?! I am wigging. Are you safe? Are you even alive? I need to know you are ok!
		Searching is boring alone, i wish maybe @SpikePratt was around helping, he has a way in charming people.
		Ugh. I'm worried about Xander & Anya, I've been looking for them, neither is at the apartment, so hotels? Good start in my opinion.
		caught @SpikePratt lurking behind a tree last night. I know i hurt him but, sheesh, we can still patrol together......can't we?
		Windy night for anyone ta be out. I smell @BuffySummers13 so she must be close. I knew she wouldn't take a night off...
		Patroling around 10, after work, wonder if @SpikePratt will be stalking me & have the guts to talk to me tonight. Every night he stays close
		How @SpikePratt doesn't realize i SENSE vampires?I know his own scent if the wind blows right. I hurt him. We'll be friends again, up to him
		Voice mail from @SpikePratt while I was patroling he hit a number, not hang up i heard a muffled "bloody hell. Think I can catch her scent."
		Just talked to @willow_r, @AnyaJenkins closed the magic store. Just left a sign. But, she loves money. Things have gotta be really bad.
		Think I will find an watch @BuffySummers13 see if she needs m'help.. She won't know I'm watching her, she never does
		Tried ta reach @BuffySummers13 see if she wanted ta patrol but I guess she's already out.
		all my friends are falling apart.
		I miss @Xander.I am adraid for him. I feel so sad for @anyajenkins.
		Patroling alone while smelling like burgers & fries sucks. Don't know if its me or @SpikePratt or both who kinda don't wanna patrol together
		Bloody hell!!!
		Donut boy, I mean @Xander is not in sight!
		What a bloody night!!
		Checked on @AnyaJenkins again. she is still a wreck. Haven't heard from @Xander, I'm worried a demon hurt him or took him.
		the girls, Willow and Tara have been checking in on Anya. She doesn't want checking in on. She can't process the pain, being newlyish human.
		I can't believe @Xander bailed on @AnyaJenkins. He LOVES her more than anything in this world. What made him run like a bunny?
		Found a place to stay for now. Don't know when (or if) I'll be ready to go back... I hope the others are helping @AnyaJenkins through this.
		For one @SpikePratt you gotta stop calling him donut boy. Thanks, let me know if you find anything. This is NOT like him in any way at all.
		Heading out! Seems tha git left demon girl at alter. Maybe @BuffySummers13 will want me more
		@BuffySummers13 anything for you, even if it's donut boy
		If you don't @SpikePratt, i understand, but, he isn't a slayer or witch or vampire or anything, ya know what, nevermind. Forget i asked.
		Um @SpikePratt we can't find @Xander do you think you could use your vampy smelly thing to track him, even after the rain? I'm worried.
		No 1 has heard from @Xander. @AnyaJenkins is just destroyed, but, not really wanting comfort or company from us. That can't be good for her.
		I wonder if @SpikePratt could sniff @Xander out? or @taramaclay can do a locater spell? I hate this feeling. Helplessness.
		I just don't understand. @Xander is reliable, a man of his word. How could he... i mean he hurt... He smashed a demon with a rock... Anya..
		I'm a horrible person... She's better off without me... They all are right now...
		Damn demon ruined everything, tricked @Xander. Fighting in this dress sucked very much, Xander got him. But, it still has ruined it all
		Ok, starting to wig, charades didn't work, @Xander's family are drinking & @AnyaJenkins 's are getting all, demony. Fists as weapons will do
		Crap! @Xander's disappeared,I hope he just forgot something & nothing happened to him @AnyaJenkins people seem kinda sketchy & I'm unarmed!
		I hurt her! How do I tell @buffysummers13 I'm sorry :(. I left tha bird I took with me an now I'm alone.....alone
		I hurt @buffysummers13 hurt her bad :( why did I do that? I love her! She glowed in her dress and smelled so Devine!!!
		I did it!! Brought a date an made @buffysummers13 jealous! Yeah! S'right, she was hurt. :( I left cos it upset her
		I know what I have to do... The rain is sure fitting... I guess I should head back and do it... It'll take a while, though... I walked far.
		no @Xander, puking uncle Rory, & things I can not unsee.
		Where did @Xander go? He was just here, maybe he's in the bathroom. I'll go look.
		I really have to think things over... There are too many people here to think clearly... Ugh... I need to get out of here and clear my head.
		I love her too much to let her suffer like that... but can I stop it from happening? Is that really what I will be like? I'm so confused.
		Although she was trying to help, @Willow_R just made me worry more about what I'm going to become... I can't do that to @AnyaJenkins.
		Oh god... I can't do that to @AnyaJenkins... I can't become that person... I have to think... I can't think here... What am I going to do?
		Oh man, @SpikePratt showed up with a shanky date. But, said some very sweet things & did the right thing by leaving. Kinda wish he'd stayed.
		Seems he'a getting a little "thick", maybe pre-wedding nervous eating? I don't care, i love my @Xander, This gives me hope. I'm gonna cry.
		Aw, i wanna cry, my bff @Xander looks so grown up & handsome in his tux. Seems like yesterday we were high school & he was crushing on ME.
		How many calories does constant pacing burn off?
		Oh god... Oh god... I'm not ready... Am I ready?.. I have to be ready... It's today... nearly time... Oh god... Oh god...
		Uncle Rory almost sprayed coffee all over my tux when he turned on my coffee maker, which he "fixed"... This is not helping my nerves.
		Oh geez, @willow_r & I are horrified, but, it's @AnyaJenkins day & she thinks they are beautiful. I shall not complain...too loudly.
		Oh god... Today's the day... How can this be real? I'm going to be married... I can't even find my cufflinks... or my shoes... or my pants.
		I'm so nervous I can't sleep... Well nerves & the sound of Uncle Rory's buzzsaw in the other room... I mean, come on... that can be snoring.
		Would it be bad if I killed my father on the night before my wedding? What he did at the rehearsal dinner was deplorable... I want to hide.
		Date will sure make @buffysummers13 jealous, yeah! I've decided with no help from you lot! I bring a date ta poof boy @Xander wedding!
		Oh god, rehearsal dinner is worse than i ever imagined. I wanna stake half the party, & thats just @Xander family!
		Well, time to head back into the breach... I hope dad hasn't started drinking yet... I just want this rehearsal and wedding to go smoothly.
		and I am all alone. Life of a slayer i guess. We don't get weddings or babies or long lives. Just saving the world.
		Are you ready for this @Xander? Remember when you used to crush on ME? Now you're all grown up and marrying a beautiful girl, who loves you!
		The wedding... MY wedding... I can't believe I'm getting married. Who would have ever thought I would get to this point? It's overwhelming.
		But I have to get back with all of them for the rehearsal dinner in a little bit... At least it will all be over tomorrow after the wedding.
		Even though this has been a "day off", this was my first chance to get away from the fam at all... I want to go back to work. It's easier.
		@BuffyFan4Life thanks for th FF's
		And it gets worse tomorrow... Have to spend part of the day with them... then have the rehearsal dinner with everyone on both sides present.
		I'm seeing far too much of my family to make this anything less than horrible. Can't wait for the wedding to be over and honeymoon to begin.
		Donut boy @Xander is getting hitched! Might take a date an make @buffysummers13 jealous...yeah! What do you think?
		In want to see and talk to @SpikePratt so badly. But, it's best I don't for a while. Wonder if he'll come to the wedding? In that dress. ick
		Tomorrow is my last work day before all my time off for the wedding and honeymoon... It's so close now... I'm very excitified ... terrcited?
		I love my bbf @Xander (co-bbf with @willow_R), & I'm happy for him, & a little jealous. I doubt I'll ever have what he does.
		Only a few days til @Xander & @AnyaJenkins wedding. Hope Xander is holding up ok. His family is just, crazy. Its amazing he turned out great
		give me some time @SpikePratt, i still want you to fight with us, we just can't be together. @agentfinn won't tell, he has his own vamp past
		@buffysummers13 still won't talk ta me!! She thinks she's better than me!! She has got ta tell tha scoobys about us! @agentfinn knows ;)
		@zianeu no Red isn't tha Doctor you git!!!!
		I'm supposed to put up with this for a week until the wedding? The man is driving me crazy. I actually think the demons are better company.
		Uncle Rory is asking them a million questions... And then telling them how they SHOULD run their Circus... like he knows anything about it.
		We are not broke up!! But I know how ta get under @BuffySummers13 skin!! Green eyed monster will come out!!!
		@BuffySummers13 not tha Doctor!! Tried telling you! All you do is think what army boy @agentfinn says is correct!!
		Uncle Rory is annoying @AnyaJenkins' guests... We had to tell him they were Circus Folk because of how they look... but that made it worse.
		@Faith_TheSlayer what happened to 20 to life and redemption and all that?
		@Faith_TheSlayer for you must be pretty hellish not to be slaying.
		@Faith_TheSlayer very funny, doesn't hurt to admit you've behaved enough to earn prvilages.
		@Faith_TheSlayer internet privlages in prison?
		@Faith_TheSlayer @SpikePratt & I are friends. He fights for good, like @angelwithasoul. But, no soul, he has a computer chip.
		I am sincerely sorry @SpikePratt. With all my heart.
		But, I can't sleep with him anymore. It was killing me for using him when he loves me. It meant something to him, being -that- girl? Not me
		I respect @SpikePratt for trying so hard to be a good man, not an evil monster. He failed. "the doctor", thats kinda cringe worthy.
		Maybe @SpikePratt & I can stay close, but, ya know, without the naked, kissy parts.I even LIKE him. I consider him a friend.
		Buffy????
		She doesn't mean it!! @BuffySummers13 says that all tha time- you'll see. She needs me!
		I can't say how much of it is truly true. I hate i hurt him. I'll miss him, the things we did gave me great comfort.
		I broke up with @SpikePratt. Told him how i was using him & it was killing me. That I didn't love him, & how sorry i was. I hurt him.
		I feel so much better about things now... Only one week to go and I'm married... Now, if I just didn't have to go home and face our guests.
		Now I have a mess ta clean up!! And explaining ta do!!! Cost me cash!!!
		@agentfinn kept calling me tha doctor. Tried tellin tha ponce I wasn't! Think he was all pissed cos I had some @buffysummers13
		Wot a mess!
		Now that @AgentFinn's work here is done, we can sit down & talk with Sam about how to handle wedding things... she's so full of good ideas.
		Oh crap.@AgentFinn caught me naked, with Spike. Turns out Spike is the "doctor" he came to find. Stupid @SpikePratt. I can't do this.
		Why did we agree to allow people to stay at our place? We've been hiding out in the bathroom to get out of fray... I'm now afraid to sleep.
		Wow... that Sam, @AgentFinn's wife, sure makes marriage seem easy and good. I can't wait to tell @AnyaJenkins what I've learned from her.
		5 minutes, & that could be me. I'm going to see @SpikePratt, I need Spike.
		& he's married. Nice girl. Killed the demon. oops. They wanted it alive. They're so happy. if I'd only been 5 minutes earlier when he left.
		Or is that a briefing? I mean, he is a government agent type after all... Scoobies Meeting just doesn't sound very official.
		Just got a call from @buffysummers13, sounds like @AgentFinn is in town and there's a baddy on the loose... Heading over for a meeting.
		Hope this works out! Invested a bit!! First-Must go meet a nasty bloke cos I owe him and I dont welch!!
		Leaving work a little early... Have to meet @AnyaJenkins and go pick up Uncle Rory at the airport... Why did I say he could stay with us?
		Guess who showed up at DMP? @AgentFinn! I felt kinda overwhelmed, like, poof he's here, then left to go with him,he's on a mission. ALRIGHT!
		Who was i kidding anyway? Slayer, f/t at DMP, Dawn AND school? It was a miracle i graduated high school.Then i blew it up. My life is weird.
		well @dawnsummers didn't need me this morning for breakfast, missed the garbage guy, & no going back to school for Buffy. Wonderful.
		Beer good @Xander. Drink lots.
		This wedding planning is driving me nuts. Even being out at The Bronze isn't making it any more bearable. And tomorrow it gets even tougher.
		pssst @Xander you think @AnyaJenkins would wig if i showed up to the wedding with my DMP hat with the scary bridesmaid dress? ;)
		You did lick me a few times though @SpikePratt, No more trees. kinda hurt, & not the fun hurt.
		Of course ya don't mind the smell @SpikePratt, you eat those blooming onion things. Deep fried and all I'm surprised you Didn't bite me.
		At least i got a little sugar from @SpikePratt behind the tree, aside the bark rash, helped with the tension, Post sex endorphins, awesome.
		Do love tha feel of @BuffySummers13 under me in tha night air! Pushed her up against tha tree ....well a bloke shouldn't kiss an tell but..
		I do enjoy waiting for @BuffySummers13 an tha look on her face.. I always win! She always gives in! She loves me!!
		@BuffySummers13 don't worry, pet, I don't mind tha smell.... Now time for a fast love then you can go in.... But first you need me..
		OMG! A vamp actually kinda rejected my fighting because i smelled bad from DMP! What the hell? They eat PEOPLE! I just smell like fries!
		Alright... @AnyaJenkins agreed we could go down to The Bronze, but she's bringing the planning stuff with her... That's called compromise.
		I'm so sick of going over seating charts and reception organization... Can we at least go somewhere fun to do this? Where there's drinks.
		Bloke is running late! Hate waiting! Better have tha goods!!
		@BuffySummers13 Must go meet a business partner so I will see you on your break.
		@BuffyFan4Life I know, right?!
		Patrol tonight @SpikePratt?
		Got something in tha works. Should bring in some cash! Almost break time for @buffysummers13....playtime for me ;)
		There's no telling how the Hellmouth might twist this situation - we're going to need help. It'll be...good to see @BuffySummers13 again.
		Yup, figured as much. The savolte's making a beeline for Sunnydale...isn't that just a bowl of roses.
		He's depressing the hell out of me. Plus, can he shut up? So what if I didn't finish college. I've saved the friggin world, I died TWICE!
		This guy at double meat palace is going on & on all day about college & his future. Meanwhile, I can't have that normal life.
		@Xander no more wooing wedding week. Woo. I just like saying woo. Xander, woo master.
		That was excruciating... Can I please just go back to the cake tasting and leave the rest of this planning to people who have a mind for it?
		Woo worked for a nice Valentines Day night... but now we are back to Wedding plans... There is no woo in the wedding planning process... ugh
		I'm sure @AnyaJenkins caught your woo @Xander. We all know about you and Anya's "woo" habits.
		Dinner was a success... Now to test my powers of woo.
		Nobody tell @AnyaJenkins I asked that though... I'm still totally going to do it... Dinner, chocolates, gifts... I have it all ready.
		Do I really still have to go through all this Valentines Day stuff today? Isn't our wedding in a couple weeks enough to show how I feel?
		This day is so stupid. But, it makes me feel like rejecto girl. The closest thing i have to a boyfriend is a vampire, he's not romantic boy.
		Alone on valentines day. How poetic. Havn't heard from @SpikePratt even. Wonder if he'll come around? He DOES love me, after all.
		New intel has the Doctor operating out of the west coast. Why do I just know it's going to wind up being Sunnydale?
		Boots on the ground. Feels good to be back on US soil.
		I feel like I'm preparing for finals all over again... But I'm not even in school any more... Why is having a wedding so much damn work?
		Where've you been @SpikePratt? I havn't seen you in a couple of days. usually you are up my butt 24/7, as much as you can in the sun anyway.
		@taraanouri I'm getting married in two weeks... I love @AnyaJenkins... Why you are so obsessed with @CordyChase and I. That was years ago.
		How ya holding up there @Xander? @AnyaJenkins is acting like she is on a 24/7 espresso binge.
		Two weeks. You'd think I'd be nervous, but I'm not really nervous. Do I look nervous? I mean it's just a wedding... nothing to be scared of.
		Patrol. Boring. Not one undead thing to stake, came home filled with unreleased tension. Could use a talk with @SpikePratt.
		You around @SpikePratt? Could use some patrol help. I'd ask @Xander. But @AnyaJenkins has him tied down with wedding stuff. Maybe literally.
		@taraanouri That's crazy talk? @CordyChase left for LA years ago and I'm about to get married to @AnyaJenkins... The woman I love.
		So, @Xander, the wedding, am I the unofficial bouncer? You've got demons, & your very colorful family. Say the word & "oops, I slipped." ;-)
		you have two modes @SpikePratt. Mad or horny.
		They are my friends @SpikePratt, you fight side by side with them. I love then, they love me. They are part of my package. You're just mad.
		For a vampire you sure throw around "demon girl" a lot @SpikePratt, and @AnyaJenkins i human now. You LIKE them, you just won't admit it.
		@BuffySummers13 Well tha ponce @Xander had it comin! He was just showing off for demon girl @AnyaJenkins
		Okay, cake tastings I like... I want this to be my main job for the wedding... I taste all the cakes and then choose one... Then taste more.
		Oh no way would that happen @Xander. I am already undecided about whether to hide weapons in my dress. Thats just for your family. haha.
		@buffysummers13: Just be glad I managed to talk her out of the traditional blood and larvae option her demon friends wanted.
		@Xander have you seen the bridesmaids dresses @AnyaJenkins like? Don't tell, but, i seriously want to slay all her choices. They're evil!
		I will be so happy when I don't have to look at another place setting, flower arrangement, color choice, or anything related to the wedding.
		Double shift at DMP, then patrol. Its funtime Buffy! If i had an action figure she'd have a bag of burgers in 1 hand & a stake in the other.
		Hopefully you won't run into @Xander & @AnyaJenkins again, @SpikePratt Because you know @Xander was telling me all about it & it was weird.
		If you wish @SpikePratt, but, I don't know how "up" or a big production i am in the mood for. Things on my mind.
		@BuffySummers13 how about I pay a visit ta a naughty place ta pick up some fun things for us ;)
		@BuffyFan4Life LOL, sadly, Slayers can't slay humans, but, i CAN punch him really hard! hehe
		@BuffyFan4Life You want me to beat your dad up? hehe
		@BuffyFan4Life Thanks for the FF
		I need you tonight @SpikePratt, are you free?
		Didn't even get to stay in Heaven.
		I've lost so much and so many, denied even more. Why me? I should be just a normal college girl. Even thats gone.
		I barely see @willow_r, @dawnsummers is being a teenager, i miss @taramaclay. I miss mom.....
		Do slayers get to have children? I'm screwing a vampire. This one without a soul. Meanwhile my friends are living normal lives. Unfair.
		I wonder how @Xander & @AnyaJenkins wedding plans are going? I feel jealous of their "normal" relationship. Can Slayers even get married?
		I'm feeling naughty. rawr! Tired of being miss goody goody 24/7. Faith had it easy. Did as she pleased. Did WHO she pleased. Poor @Xander.
		Knock, Knock, Knock, @SpikePratt I come bearing presents. Coat, pants, shirt, off, now "luv"! Payback's a bitch......fun now, patrol later.
		Oh @SpikePratt, i think lilac will be a lovely color for you, or a cobalt blue would bring out your eyes. Blue, oh yes, the blue. Can't wait
		haha @SpikePratt, "Spikes are nice". Tonight, my choice. I'm heading to victoria's secret, what size are you?
		@BuffySummers13 was fun though an different!!! Spikes are nice....
		Ok, @SpikePratt when i said something different, i didn't mean the leather queen get up. I meant, go to the Bronze, have a drink, dance.
		How about we do something different tonight @SpikePratt?
		BAD BUFFY! You can't be boinking a vampire,...but, he's trying so hard to be a good man, not a monster. @SpikePratt makes me so confused!
		By the way @SpikePratt I like the bed, much better than the rugs, rug burns suck.
		Yes, @SpikePratt. Have I told you how i love feel of the curve of the spot on your back just above your, um....or how blue your eyes are?
		@BuffySummers13 we rarely use tha soddin bed!! Have I told you I love tha sound of your voice? Or tha way your hair falls in your face?
		@BuffyFan4Life Its ok, and its ok to tweet me if you like, again, sorry for the misunderstanding.
		Meet you at our, um, i mean your crypt in a few hours @SpikePratt? I'm there so much, it's like a 2nd home. At least it's quiet & has a bed.
		@lvlatrixed oh yeah the smell of french fry grease is sooooo yummy, huh?
		The only one "staking" anyone here is you @SpikePratt & not in the heart. Can you not just stop & smell the roses? Enjoy what this IS?
		At least i don't hate you @SpikePratt, even though i should. We are supposed to be mortal enemies & kill each other, well, me kill you.
		@BuffySummers13 yeah yeah, right
		Reminder @SpikePratt: I AM NOT YOUR GIRLFRIEND!
		@AMALALSHARIF I meant NO harm, She tweets alot & i couldnt find what i needed in my feed. Lists werent working 4 me & i didnt know what 2 do
		I wonder if Giles has read in the watchers diaries of other slayers taking vampire lovers. If I ask he'll ask why I asked. Then he'll wig.
		You know I can't tell you i love you @SpikePratt.
		@BuffySummers13 vampires do get you hot. But I get you hot AND you love me!
		@BuffyFan4Life it wasn't that you were tweeting ME that much it was all your tweets were coming up in my feed. Its all ok.
		@BuffyFan4Life all fixed.
		@BuffyFan4Life i am trying to figure out how to do both. using the lists feature isn't working & I have to be able to find my scoobies.
		@BuffyFan4Life Didn't mean to hurt your feelings by blocking you. I just couldn't find my scoobies posts with yours in my timeline.
		Plus, i had "morning after" hair, and my panties in my pocket. Don't know how long @SpikePratt will keep quiet. Shower. Small nap. Then DMP.
		Woke up at @SpikePratt's this morning. Snuck in the house. Hoping no one noticed. I mean, I could blame patrol, but, not in the sunlight.
		@AMALALSHARIF @BuffyFan4Life tweets were filling up my feed & i couldnt find the posts from the scoobies, it wasn't personal or mean
		Patrol soon. Looking forward to it. I'm tense. Stupid DMP. My secrets, pressure coming one of those secrets. Buffy hit things, Feel Better.
		Crap, @SpikePratt is right, vamps DO get me going, I wasn't like this with @AgentFinn, i was with @angelwithasoul, but. more love than lust.
		uh, @SpikePratt running your hands through my hair, um, really makes saying no, h-h-hard. When you touch me I...aw @#^% it I'm coming over
		Ok correct me if I'm wrong but a poof would be gay, yes, @SpikePratt? @AnyaJenkins makes it VERY obvious @Xander & she more sex than we do
		@BuffySummers13 demon girl @AnyaJenkins can have tha poof @Xander. As long as I have you! Can't wait ta run my hands through your hair and
		and stop calling @xander a poof @SpikePratt. @AnyaJenkins has made it very clear he in unpoofy. ;-)
		as far as love @SpikePratt, i admit i care for you on some level. but you know exactly what our "thing" in about. You're torturing yourself.
		considering you can't hurt humans without that little chip going off @SpikePratt. i think @Xander has the advantage. You're faster so.....
		@BuffySummers13 Admit it!! You love me!! I'd like ta see tha poof @Xander try an stake me!! What a laugh!!
		i wonder if @SpikePratt is at home or out patroling the streets. Damn it, why can i not get him and his..........sigh...out of my head.
		Just gimmie a shout if you need anything @Dawn_Summers
		no no no no no no @SpikePratt except patrol & talking.
		Sorry guys. Mad busy.Mad embarrassed about the latest situations lately. But, whatevs. I'm here. Just sort of lurky. Don't really wanna talk
		i have broken my NY resolution about sex with @SpikePratt. i call do overs! i will not be naked with spike, i will not anything with him.
		#&$@##$*&%##ting again. Seems like we've got a suspect. All the intel points to s^&@**#########..........
		Especially with, y'know, the irl-gay we illed-kay last eek-way?
		FINE, @Andrew_otherguy and @JonathanLevnson, I'll start using this again. But I still think it's a security risk we can't afford right now.
		FINE, @Andrew_otherguy and @JonathanLevnson, I'll start using this again. But I STILL think it's a security risk we can't afford right now.
		ya know @xander works with alot of wood in his job @SpikePratt....@taramaclay knows. But Spike. what we're doing. Its just not the same.
		How do you think they'd do & feel about you @SpikePratt. They accept you as a sccoby, a cohort. if they knew @xander might try to stake you
		Wearing no knickers to twist @SpikePratt. Everyone knows how you feel about me. What we have, wel,they had a hard time with @AngelWithASoul
		Don't get your nickers in a twist @BuffySummers13 but they need ta know!!
		@SpikePratt i know......aside from what already, uh, are, i also can call you friend, i care & if you a word of that I'll stake you.
		@BuffySummers13 I know you don't want ta hear it but I love you
		..even when they are wrong & crooked & sideways & they shouldn't happen, @SpikePratt even when it hurts. Even when you shouldn't want them.
		no deep talking @SpikePratt. I understand. This is going to sound lame, but, things happen for a reason sometimes.....
		Been thinking about Dru and my start. But my heart belongs ta @buffysummers13
		Headin out ta see @BuffySummers13 just hope @Xander and Demon girl aren't there!! Had enough of tha pampers crew last night!
		@hypersensitive seen Passions as of late?
		Okay, Richard is fine and recovering, although still a bit confused... Don't think he'll be interested in hanging out with us again, though.
		@BuffySummers13 I can always talk ta ya. Cecily broke m'heart. Let's meet in a bit. How is Bit? She meant no harm.
		Spending the day with @Dawn_Summers til patrol, all Dawnie all the time. No work today. Its hard sister/slayer/woman/friend/bread winner.
		Hey, @SpikePratt looks like you were'nt so beneath Cecily at all. Look where she ended up. I'll come by tonight, we'll patrol, talk...etc
		Lets have a long talk @Dawn_Summers, not a mad talk. Everyone is gone, its just us sisters. Tell me whats going on. I love you.
		cake, gifts, demons, chaos, yup just another birthday for Buffy.
		My co-worker, probably thinks I am a freak. I got great presents though. I love my weapons box, & Dawnies gift, well intentioned, but...
		My house becomes a demon, more or less, we all get stuck due to a miss aimed wish, Richard got hurt, & probably very confused.
		poor @Dawn_Summers, shes and i gotta have a long talk. Stealing? The wish, well, she had no way of knowing. She feels lonely & left behind
		I am definetely asking @SpikePratt about the whole "William?" "Cecily?" moment with Halfrek later.
		I can't believe @AnyaJenkins old "friend" was behind this whole thing... At least we are free to go now and I can get Rich to the hospital.
		This place is really starting to freak me out now... The walls should NOT be making those kinds of sounds... They don't even have lungs.
		People need to get home, to hospitals, out of here. Including that demon, I'm about to just start stabbing walls with that sword at random.
		I hate to say it but i REALLY wish willow_r was able to work her mojo or at least had more stuff for @taramaclay to.
		We're still stuck in the house, still haven't figured out why, & still haven't found that demon thing (bet he had something to do with it).
		Thank you @BuffyFan4Life. You think you know how we can 1-leave the house, we're stuck and 2-Kill the demon in my walls. Thanks :)
		what were @AnyaJenkins & @Xander and even worse, ME, thinking of bringing non-scoobies to my birthday party.
		@j_a_may Normally I'd agree, but if we can't get out of here we will run out of cake or it will go stale... this is a real problem.
		@adamwclifton He's just a guy I know from work. I thought @BuffySummers13 would get along with him... But that's not important right now.
		whe the is over, i am buying a big fat axe for my beautiful new weapons chest.
		an axe! I'll axe down the door, wait, why do i know have an axe, Giles has axes. crap!
		@Xander break the windows, you've fixed them before you can do it again. you are fix it man!
		This is really getting frustrating... Everyone really wants out but none of us really can get up the will to leave... Even when we try hard.
		I'd never tell @SpikePratt this, but, people are bleeding. Its been a long time for him. The smell. Please God I don't wanna dust him.
		Can a girl not get a shiny sword as a reward without it unleashing a demon into my house? So, we're trapped, with a demon, with civilians.
		Seriously, no more birthdays. Do all slayers go through this crap?
		God, i have got to figure out how to get everyone out at least Richard, Dawnie, and my work friend, so i can slay this house violater.
		We really need to figure out how to stop this demon thing and get out of here... Richard has now been injured and is in bad shape.
		Oh great... There some kind of demon monster thing that can hide inside walls until it attacks, in here with us... and we still can't leave.
		I hope this works... @TaraMaclay is going to try a spell (with some supplies @Willow_R had hidden... bad Willow) to get us out of here.
		There is seriously something weird going on here... Nobody seems to be able to leave... So much a completely normal birthday after all.
		I should go to work, but I didn't sleep so well on the floor here, so I don't really feel like it. I should want to leave more, but I don't.
		It's so late & no ones leaving, or even wants to. Something feels.....off.
		And yes, @AnyaJenkins did win the game of Monopoly... as usual... That's my girl... She's a real winner when it comes to money based games.
		Well, looks like this is going to be an all-nighter... and still no monsters or death... Perfect party for once, @BuffySummers13... Nice.
		Looks like we are going to be here a while; @AnyaJenkins just started a game of Monopoly... I'd say this is one successful Buffy birthday.
		Bugger!! Wish Tara would sod off!! Had to come up with a @Xander excuse and say @buffysummers13 was helping me with a cramp!!
		My gift was a huge hit... So glad it was appreciated... And the party is going well too... Everyone seems to be having fun... and no death.
		@BuffySummers13 What a wanker @Xander and @AnyaJenkins brought maybe he can take you for a ride on his bicycle! Oooooo Buffy!
		Ooooo, I'm so excited for the party! I know my friend is better than @BuffySummers13 friend.
		It's Party time Buffy! I think this Richard guy was brought with "intentions" By @Xander & @AnyaJenkins. grrr. Hey, It's @SpikePratt & Clem!
		Okay, time to load this baby into the car and get ready to head over for the party... @AnyaJenkins is excited to go see all the presents.
		Yes you're coming @SpikePratt, but, you BETTER BEHAVE.
		I am Buffy hear me roar! Dead demon, & a I nifty bad ass sword as a reward.
		I'm going ta her party...happy bloody birthday!! Should I bring a present? I know of a pretty necklace that she would like...
		They will all see how she loves ME!!
		Saved her I did and look at tha thanks!! I will make @buffysummers13 love me
		Shop closing, time to head home soon... Tomorrow is the big party day... Hopefully this year it will be body count free.
		I feel bad skipping out on @Dawn_Summers for dinner. But, demon business to deal with, & I am the slayer. I wish i could be a better sister.
		Just finishing up the final touches on the birthday gift... Then I'll head down to the Magic Box to see if the girls need my help at all.
		Looking back on past birthdays, I am not sure if i should be excited or heavily armed.
		My gift will be the best one there! I just hope soon, things will calm down so we can spend some sister time together. She is NEVER around.
		Score! Just got the perfect gift for Buffy. She is going to die! Wait. Wrong choice of words. I mean, she is going to LOVE IT!
		Besides, I've been spending a lot of my free time working on something special in the shop. Putting my skills to good use.
		Is it sexist of me to let the girls handle most of the party preparation? If it was up to me it'd be way simpler... Beers & TV, that's good.
		Damn @SpikePratt!
		Buffy tired. Correct spelling optional. i'm too young to be the mom to a teen, @Dawn_Summers & @SpikePratt for his stuff & stuff he does.
		Double Meat Palalce Fun Fun Fun. Theres a nice girl here i think I'll invite her to the party this week. She seems nice and really kinda fun
		Well, the nerdy guys are back and as hellmouth bent is ever. yay! fun time Buffy1
		I told Tara about what I've been doing with @SpikePratt, i felt both shame & relief to tell someone. Bright side? I didn't come back wrong.
		Times like this, i miss Faith, I miss another slayer. Especially now that I am raising @Dawn_Summers & holding a job, & still slayer. /whine
		screwing around with magiks is stupid for most. Tara is a natural witch & in truth Willow too, at least a little. Those boys are idiots.
		& of course who has to reign them in & fix it all? Buffy & her friends. That wacky hellmouth, makes he mildest of people crazy & stupid.
		Seriously? @JonathanLevnson, whose butt i saved a million times, that robot guy & nerd number 3, They're messing with dangerous stuff.
		You could do research @Dawn_Summers, take matiulious notes, answer questions, take a quiz on it, i can fix the no school issue.
		NO SCHOOL TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
		Oh come on... I don't have work today... Why did there have to be an emergency Scooby meeting this morning... I wanted to sleep in for once.
		Its a good thing @SpikePratt tried stopping me by hitting my fists with his face. Turns out I'm innocent. It's the 3 nerdy guys using magic.
		Couldn't sleep nightmare driving me crazy. I went to turn myself in & @SpikePratt stopped me. I Beat the bloody hell out of him.
		I wonder if Faith felt like this. She didn't mean to hurt that guy either, the first time she killed, it was an accident. Can I trust Spike?
		Things were so jumbled, I...I think I killed a girl, @SpikePratt was there, & he wasn't. but, he was. Sent me home, said he'd fix it all.
		My body is already getting ready for sleepy time... but the work site's closed tomorrow, so I don't need to go to bed by 10 tonight.
		OH God I killed a girl. @SpikePratt said he's take care of it. I was just so confusedl
		@Xander and what does "doing spells" mean? We've seen them to lots of spells.
		Don't tell @AnyaJenkins, but I still think about them "doing spells" together sometimes.
		Well, that wasn't uncomfortable at all... I sure hope @Willow_R and @TaraMaclay work things out... they were so good together.
		Perhaps I'll swing my the Summers' place and see if @Willow_R wants to go down to the Magic Box with me. Get her out of the house for a bit.
		I think I'm gonna head down to the Magic Box and pop in to see my sweetie... I just hope @AnyaJenkins is too busy to talk wedding stuff.
		@swankfan Dawn is as beautiful & sweet as always, @HarmonyKendall was mean as a human, shes a vampire now which oddly made her more human.
		@SpikePratt EVER try anything like you, we did, at the Bronze, I'll stake you so hard & fast you'll be in the wind before you can say boo.
		@Xander, @AnyaJenkins, @willow_r, thanks for taking me out last night. Fun times were had by all.
		That was a lot of fun... I am so tired now, though... Dancing for hours can drain you fast... I hope @BuffySummers13 had a good time.
		I feel sick, i let @SpikePratt screw me, in the Bronze balcony in view of my friends, od everyone. Thing is, a part of me loved it.
		@JonathanLevnson Oh, be quiet!
		@Andrew_otherguy You're mixing your classic comedy catch phrases up
		And if anyone says "Whoop whoop whoop" to me, i SWEAR.... Straight to the moon!
		@JonathanLevnson Oh, hush up! Keep it together... If we're going to panic, panic as a team, no backbiting... I mean... ahhhhh!
		@Andrew_otherguy I TOLD you @WarrenMears had a darker self you kept ignoring!
		*GULP* Where do you hide, when your secret lair is what you want to hide from?
		We are off to dance and have fun and cheer @BuffySummers13 up... It will be like old times... only this time I have a hot girl of my own.
		I'm sorry I've been so quiet lately.... doing the super-secret hidey stuff.... but I can't stay silent any longer.... OH SHOOT, OH HECK, OH!
		Okay, family trouble at the summers' place... @dawn_summers is out for the evening and @BuffySummers13 is mopey... Sounds like Bronze time.
		@J_A_May - No worries. He is not of any harm....to us anyway...
		Buffy is hardly around anyway. Will she even make it to her own party? It will be cool having the gang together..
		Trying to get into Bday party planning mode for the Buffster. What do I get her when I have NO money? Wait...I don't need money.
		@Xander @AnyaJenkins - That was a lot of fun guys! Sorry I kept stepping on your toes Xander..:0
		Okay, so it's apparently me who's doing all the dancing instruction, while @AnyaJenkins goes through wedding mags & planning with @Willow_R.
		Don't tell her this, but I am getting a little frazzled over all the wedding planning and everything... It just seems like so much so fast.
		Now, @AnyaJenkins just called @dawn_summers and arranged for us to go over there in a little bit to teach her how to dance at our wedding.
		Been hanging around tha scoobys. Tha things I will do just ta be near @BuffySummers13
		@Dawn_Summers sorry i am NOT home more Geez
		I am sorry I am home more @Dawn_Summers I am sorry i feill the house wih french fried slayer smell. I'm off in a few days, no school. OK
		@Dawn_Summers remember Spike is icky!
		Hey @SpikePratt had a dight w/@Dawn_Summers thinking things she shouldn't by reading our DM's & "thinks" she knows certain info.,
		OMG @lvlatrixed, shut up and you are too old to tweet my sister @Dawn_Summers
		2)- She is NEVER home. I do miss her having her around. Sometimes.
		I wish Buffy would find a new job..I have a couple good reasons.1) She comes home smelling like the fast food joint she works at.MAJOR GROSS
		@Dawn_Summers you have me so freaked I can't even spell! Isn't there, like, homework, calling you?
		What is it you THINK you know @Dawn_Summers? Tell me?
		In fact,@Dawn_Summers you better not be haing sex wih anyone, bag ebough your first kiss was a vampire you had to dust. Sex is a big no.
		@BuffySummers13 - Hahaha...I know what and who you have been doing as of late...LOL!!!!!!
		@Dawn_Summers we beat up @SpikePratt. not have sex with him.
		First off, those are Private messages, quit looking over my shoulder, @Dawn_Summers , 2nd its not what yoiu think.
		@BuffySummers13 - As if I would have sex with @SpikePratt . Just saw that you said that...
		Bored now. Tell me what's up. What's the "word?" What's new tweeple?
		What EW? @Dawn_Summers
		@BuffySummers13 - first of all...EWWWWW!
		Hey peeps! I'm good. Just catching up with stuff. Ya know. Life, and everything that revolves around this place. Know what I mean?
		I know! @SpikePratt We'll play dress Buffy up tonight, will that make you feel a little better?
		@SpikePratt you're not second. You are lookng at us all wrong, one day I'll expla1n. to you. Maybe everyone. Protect me & Dawn, until I can?
		Talked with Tara about the spell they used to bring me back, & that Spike can hurt me. She's gonna look for answers.
		@SpikePratt & I had an actual conversation, like a real couple.....before the handcuffs, which I kinda liked.
		I wonder how long til @SpikePratt figures out how confused i am, & I am using him to fill the void left where all that peace was in Heaven?
		What a night! @BuffySummers13 Has a mean swing....I cannot get enough. She has ta tell everyone about us!! I am tired of being second
		When the Beasties get quiet, they are either running scared or plotting. Headed to @SpikePratt to see what he has heard, licking my cane.
		Do you think it i lose cred as a slayer licking a left over candy cane while i patrol? Its been quiet boring patroling these days. Not good
		sitting in a graveyard alone waiting for this guy to rise, my intel is he was turned. Rise already! Why isn't @SpikePratt stalking about?
		Patrol @SpikePratt? I hear there's a nest of fangies in 1 of the old warehouses. Nasty bunch, feeding on & even turning girls Dawns age.
		And no telling anyone @SpikePratt! You promised. I love my friends, & it would kill me to see thier reaction. Plus, hey might hurt you, too.
		You are wicked @SpikePratt. I broke my resolution! Again & again.Why is it YOU who fills this hole i feel since i came back. Emotional hole!
		Only wish @BuffySummers13 would tell everyone bout us. I laugh every time I think of tha foolish look on donut boys face.
		Had ya stay away from @BuffySummers13 a few and heal! Now I'm ready for a rough-n-tumble!!
		then, @Xander, they just give up? Do you think they were just scardity kittens,& gave up? I have had a lot on my mind, but, lately its them.
		Hey @Xander do you find it curious that those 3 nerdy guys who made me invisible, just went poof? Because, i mean they were trying to be bad
		I think @SpikePratt is pissed at me. He hasn't been on patrol with me since NYE. Scoobys are busy. Double meat palace for me, & slaying.
		I wonder what happened to those three nerdy guys.
		But, it was a you know what loophole @SpikePratt. We did it before midnight,resoltion to cease the you know whating your brains out intact.
		ugh, @SpikePratt what did we do on patrol last night? Oh yeah, i beat you forbcalling me a Ho, said "no more you know what", then we whated.
		Um @SpikePratt patrol tonight? When i get off? Grab a change of clothes from my house & come by at closing. Actual clothes, not lacy stuff!
		New years resolution no @SpikePratt. No kissing Spike, no touching Spike, No punching Spike. NO naked Spike. Just friends & slaying partners
		Why is whenever i go to beat the crap out of @SpikePratt we end up naked? Better yet, wy do i go to him when i feel depressed or alone?
		A whole week off from work... I already did all my "chores" for the week and now I'm actually at a loss at what to do with my time... TV?
		& damn it @SpikePratt I'll be over later. You are going so to feel the pain captian peroxide.
		Excuse me @SpikePratt ? Did you just call me a ho?
		You coming by @BuffySummers13 When you're done with that Christmas stuff Ho Ho Ho
		Wonder if @buffysummers_13 will come by- tis Christmas afterall. Ho ho ho!
		@justinsflirt That's okay... I seem to get a lot of those these days. Especially all the people who forget the _ in Xander_Caprion's handle.
		Wow... Christmas feels weird not sleeping in a tent in the yard... But in a good way... I like having my own place leave the madness to.
		Dawnie misses mom, I miss mom. She always made Christmas so beautiful and perfect. It just doesn't feel right. Like, i can't get it right.
		Suck it up Buffy, for @Dawn_Summers, for my friends, Put on the "everythings ok" smile, & be merry, and DO NOT have sex with @SpikePratt!
		@willow_R happy hanukkah tiny jewish santa!
		Sometimes a girl needs a nice calm romantic patrol, under the moon, staring at the stars.....taking things slowly. Uh, maybe I need a date.
		Sometimes i wish @SpikePratt would just choose a nice quiet, candle lit. less violent or marathon patrol. Little wine & dinner before hand.
		Patrol with @SpikePratt was exhausting, he gets me in the most insane positions, uh, with taunting the vampires making them mad & violent.
		Well, @AmyMadison I'm not prone to biting, but, I'm sure if i ask @SpikePratt would be willing to endure the pain for a nibble if i asked.
		Well play time with @BuffySummers13 was fun and... Now I am beat
		@NKOTB_VAMP not mad, love and yeah she does get me many ways ;)
		.@BuffySummers13 Bite me Barbie.
		Have you been naughty or nice this year @Dawn_Summers?
		Have you been naughty or nice this year @Xander? I's ask Anya,but I am afraid what she will answer.
		Oh wow @AmyMadison. so clever for a magic addicted rodent.The lack of whelm is down right relaxing.
		.@BuffySummers13 *yawn*
		I hope you're staying away from @willow_R, @AmyMadison. That trick you pulled? Not cool. Mess with her again, you deal with me. Got it?
		Note to self: update profile pic. This one is entirely too furry.
		.@AmyMadisyn @TheTeriHarrison I'm not a rat, I'm a witch. And a damn powerful one, so watch yourself.
		Hey @SpikePratt Have you been naughty or nice this year? I KNOW Santa won't be coming down my chiminey this year. ;)
		Poor @Xander, Faith used him so bad. I think he has still has trauma.
		It's been a hard day at Double Meat Palace. I need some release. Funny, after all this time, a lot of what Faith used to say, makes sense.
		You Coming @SpikePratt? TO DMP I mean. I need to do some patroling, Willow_R is home for the night with Dawnie. I told her not to wait up.
		Sex with @angelwithasoul ended up REALLY BAD. At least with @SpikePratt its fun with no massacres afterwards, just guilt.
		Slayer + Vampire+ boinking=bad @SpikePratt gggrrrrr
		Ugh, @SpikePratt has such a big mouth, what part of secret, dirty, no one should know' sometimes when i feel like it affair, doesn't he get?
		fyi @SpikePratt Psst, I wear them under skirts, usually. I owe you a punch. Shush. or its bloomers like your mum!
		I was cold, I had cold parts, can you at least buy a blanket? @SpikePratt, that is IF i choose to come around again.
		You assume a lot there @SpikePratt. it took you 2 hours to show the other night, For what? Kitten Poker!
		Um, don't tell @buffysummers13 I said she doesn't wear panties! She hits hard but that makes me har.. Um go ahead an tell her
		AND she wears NO panties under that uniform, oh so so sexy
		@buffysummwes13 closes tha grease pit tonight. Think I will give her a break snog, she seems ta like them;) as do I
		@NKOTB_VAMP Shut your gob with that @angelwithasoul nonsense @buffysummers13 onli thinks of me!
		still crushing a little @Xander?
		Her holiday episodes are always the best... So many great special guest stars.
		Can't wait to watch tonights new episode of Cordy! The commercials look fantastic... But nobody at work believes I once dated @CordyChase.
		I know! Some of @SpikePratt whiskey will warm up. Tastes bad, but, makes me warm and fuzzy.
		I'm a little chilled, short skirt, maybe no panties, I'll never tell. @SpikePratt just has sheets, nothing warm to curl up with.
		Sitting in @SpikePratt crypt waiting for him to come back from wherever he goes when he isn't stalking me.
		If i do onion rings @SpikePratt , I'll smell like those blooming onions you love, hehe. ;)
		Hey @SpikePratt Patrol after i get off work tonight? Well, after i shower the french fries off, unless that appeals to you. ;)
		@NKOTB_VAMP They are nothing alike. Angels in the past and can never be. Why torture myself.
		@NKOTB_VAMP But its wrong on so many levels. Spike had become a friend.
		When i finally tell @SpikePratt no more and stick to it, It's going to break his heart. I'm such a bitch. But, for now, i need him. Badly.
		@NKOTB_VAMP No.What i had with @AngelWithASoul is nothing like what i do with SpikePratt . Ssshhhh